~wind~

2009-09-09T11:00:00.006+08:00

It's September alr!!
Received a couple of gifts for Teacher's Day.. Ha.. So sweet of the kids.. Manage to catch The Final Destination 4 last week. It's e same old story plot in every series.. Watch only if u really enjoy seeing pple getting into unrealistic accidents.

Anyway, with new proposals/projects coming out, I think September is gonna be another busy month.

This year, I'm so busy that I dun even have time to help Irene in her V-conference. Oh well, no choice. Next year, perhaps..

And here's a piece of BIG NEWS: Friends, if u r currently working hard, yet have no idea for what reason; or if u want to improve ur LIFESTYLE, but duno how to; do contact me as I'll be able to help u!

From nutrition health to skin/hair/body care, from home care to exclusive lifestyle. Basically, I've a solution for u in any situation. If I dun have, afraid not, coz I'll be able to get someone who can! So no worries, feel free to talk to me @ no obligations. =)

2009-08-03T17:10:00.001+08:00

Oh my.. It's August alr!!
Well, well, well.. August is good..
Coz first of all, it's the nation's birth month!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!!
Haha.. Gotta do this now when I still have the luxury to blog coz I’ll probably be too busy with the major event I’m handling on that weekend to even notice that it’s a PH on that day..

Ok, secondly.. August is an iconic month for XBB & I coz we’ll be officially a year old (in term of r/s years, that is). However, we’ll have to bring forward the celebration a few days earlier due to work.

And since August is so significant to us; I’ve utilised the last Monday of July to get ready for OUR MONTH by clearing up my past, something which I want to do to make XBB feels more secure. The process was surprisingly not difficult considering that it was my first attempt clearing more than 50 over letters/notes/cards/gifts etc in a few hours.. I’m someone who do treasure things, but I guess certain things gotta be let go in order for a better future for XBB & I. I hope XBB will be happy with my progress and feel more secure by now.

Moving on, work for me is slowly accelerating up the slope as I am given more opportunities to explore new aspects of the business (great news), however, I really hope the compensation issue can be settle ASAP and as amicably as possible. Anyway, I’m prepared to move on if I have to. It’s definitely not a rash decision, but a calculated and careful one.. Shall see what’s the conclusion tmr..

Something lighter now.. I finally brought XBB to watch Transformer last week.. Kinda draggy as what most of my friends had told me.. But overall, still good in terms of the graphic.. Dunno when will be the next time both of us have the time & energy for a movie.. I hope not too long too.. =P

Alright, that’s about all I’m updating for now..
I gotta get busy with other stuff now.. Cya pple ard..
Take care & enjoy August!! HEHE..

2009-05-21T17:10:00.005+08:00

Ok.. I'm so glad that it's still May coz I'm finally here to blog.. Not too bad la, I guess..
At least I'm blogging like once a mth??! HAHA..

Alright.. Shall stay focus in updating my stories..
The last week of April was very eventful for me..
The Zonal and Nationals bball games had come to a beautiful completion & I was so honoured to be present at the Finals. Ard the same time, e inter-constituency TT tournament was also on-going & I got to officiate for it. Great for me!

Another event that called for a celebration was my success in one of my job interview. The GM was so impressed with what I have that I was offered the position on the spot, something which he shared that he had never done b4! Great! Finally got to work in a position that combines two of my favourite industries. COOL!!

Highlights in May till date
- Went MX’s baby’s 1st bday party w XBB
-Started fencing classes
-Went cycling @ Palau Ubin
-Got my 1st Gold card
-Went for Muay Thai trg

and here are the movies I’ve watched since the last post. Not too many as I was pretty busy.. =X
-Marley and Me
(this was in Feb, but I have not update in blog)
-17 Again
-Horsemen
-The Young Victoria

Alright, these basically summarise my life in Apr/May till date. Will update again.. Soon.. Hee..

Thanks to all my friends who still constantly drop by my blog even with my lack of updates.. Appreciate that.. Gd luck to pple who r still searching for jobs.. Came across a couple of friends who were retrenched lately.. So sad.. But pls remain positive in the meantime.. Jia you!! =)

2009-04-22T01:20:00.005+08:00

Haha.. ok.. here to update my blog finally..
Back frm BKK trip .. One word: FUN!
Can say that we r pretty lucky that our vacation was not ruined by the political unrest in the area.. Everything went pretty smooth, we get to go all the places we planned to go & overall had a very wonderful time eating & shopping over there..

Start work immediately the day after we came back. Super tired, almost couldn't keep my eyes open.. Spent the weekend resting & slacking..

Yest was Ben & Jerry's Free Cone Day..
We went Vivo & got our share.. YUMMY!!
The queue looked long, but I think we got it within half an hr or shorter.. LOL.. Quite a good deal since it's our 'off' day & we got pretty much nothing to do..

Informed some friends abt this event, but most said they dun like ice-cream.. So.. too bad.. ^.^

Alright, I better turn in soon.. Actually, was too tired that I rested after dinner till abt 11+, so now still not too sleepy yet.. But, gotta try, coz tmr need concentration for work.. So, gd nite, everyone!!

2009-02-25T11:40:00.014+08:00

Ok.. So much abt V-day in the prev entry.
Now abit more abt my life excluding V-day celebration. Basically, I'd been busy with my umpiring job & referee course for this month.
So busy to the extent that someone complained that I din have time for her. Not that true lah..
Coz if I'd a full time job, I think I wld even be spending more time at work than now, rite?
Nway, despite my heavy schedule, I still made time out to acc XBB & family for a day trip to Muar/Batu Pahat & also went for my dental appointment (OUCH! more to my pocket thou.. LOL..)

And guessed what? I finally get down to what I've been planning doing for YEARS!!
YES!! I went running the other day @ the stadium!! & even acc my parents in a game of picker ball..
My 1st time playing & gosh, I've to admit, it's actually quite fun!!

2009-02-24T11:10:00.005+08:00

OMG.. I practically forgot that I've a blog lah!!
Sorry, peeps.. I'm BACK!!! LOL..

I know it's like Feb 09 alr.. But since my last entry was in Nov 08, I shall do this even if it's a bit late..

GOOD BYE 2008...
WELCOME 2009~!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!

Ok.. Now for some updates..
Summarised in point-form again.. LOL..
Alright.. Bear with it, yeah?
I'll really try to update more frequently..
Ok.. here goes..

Highlights in Jan 2009
-Acc XBB to her ah gong's plc
-Visited D's comic shop
-Umpired Grand Finale, IVP 2009 etc
-Pubbing with XBB's classmates
-Adopted “谢虫虫”for our 5th mth anni ^.^
-Watched IVP bball matches @ NTU
-Reunion dinner with XBB's family
-Gathered with TT Juniors @ Unwind
-Reunion dinner with my family @ Gillman Seafood
-House visting for CNY
-Clubbing @ Rebel

Alright, now for Feb 2009 highlights.
Now, for many pple, Feb is most significant to couples because of Valentine's Day!!

“Thanks to a concentrated marketing effort, Valentine's Day is celebrated in some Asian countries with Singaporeans, Chinese and South Koreans spending the most money on Valentine's gifts.” (Quoted from Wikipedia).

Well.. Call me cynical or what.. I admit that I'm one person who is more practical than romantic, & personally felt that V-day is just an overly-exaggerated day which is carefully made use of by merchants to mark up prices & gain more profits!! Trust me, if u pull 50 couples who were busy celebrating V-day (aka generously “donating” $$ to “charity”) & ask them abt the history of V-day, I bet more than half of them have TOTALLY NO IDEA or even heard abt Saint Valentine!!

XBB & I had a talk abt this issue on V-day itself. LOL. I’m glad XBB understood my point of views. Nevertheless, we went Wine Affaire to chill out after dinner & I gave XBB a heart-shaped balloon with a cute bear picture a few days after. And XBB was so delighted & surprised by me. ^.^

Now b4 u comment that I din follow what I preached earlier, let me say this.
The balloon was not a gigantic one u see couples carrying ard on V-day itself (those cost loads & will deflate in a matter of weeks & all u left is a piece of aluminium wif a string, pumping it wif Helium again cost u more $$), on the contrast, mine is a cute little balloon & to show my sincerity, the balloon is blown up by me too. XBB was very amazed by this, coz I actually showed it in front of her. ^.^ And trust me, it’s really not bought at a marked-up price. =)

Ok.. I'm gg out now for lunch @ XBB's work plc..
Will continue in a new entry tmr.. Cya!

2008-11-20T17:10:00.012+08:00

Oh well well well.. I missed out blogging abt my whole Oct!! And it's alr past mid-nov.. Gosh.. I'm so not committed in blogging these days.. Shall try to be more consistent, maybe at least once every fortnight.. Ok.. Quick updates..

Highlights in Oct 2008
- Reygan’s 1st bday chalet @ Aloha
- Met up with D & dined @ M.O.F (Bugis)
- 1st time working tgt with XBB in a wine tasting event @ Fullerton (see pic)
- Umpired for ‘B’ Div Championship
- Finished watching 命中注定我爱你

The Shiraz Cabernet that XBB like

See how beautiful food can be..

See all the sinful temptations!!

-slurps-

Highlights in Nov 2008 (till date)
- Played bball with XBB
- Taught XBB how to play TT
- Watched Quantum of Solace (exclusive preview)
- Attended The Return of the V @ Movida with XBB
- Had my hair cut
- Acc XBB’s mum for her dental app
- Had superior coffee @ Highlander with XBB
- Attended a FUN session of blind wine tasting
- Umpiring for various events

2008-09-30T18:40:00.003+08:00

我的心受伤了

我的眼泪
像一群不被疼的小孩
争先恐后离家出走
我努力挽留
却还是不成功

你说过的话
像一张损坏了的光碟
在播放机上不停地重播
我拼命按停
却还是不成功

是我一直沉浸于自己的快乐中
忽略了你们的存在
才会让你们想逃跑
还是你们本来就被安排
上演这感人的一幕?

是我一直陶醉在优美的旋律中
忽略了你的生命
才会让你身心受创伤
还是你本来就是张质地不佳的光碟
注定把美丽的音符变成难以摆脱的操音？

我现在才发现
你口里说出的珍惜
奏出的却是背叛
也带出了你的不成熟

而我最后才领悟
我眼睛目睹的一切
出卖了你的不诚恳
也辜负了我的真心

此刻的我
眼睛红肿胸口纳闷
但这一切也抵不过
我心里的那一划伤痛

天又暗了
我仔细聆听
使了命地挣扎
只求在黑暗中找到一点曙光

你出现了
替我盖上了棉被
你紧接着送上的拥抱
让我好想沉溺在你的温暖中

但小孩们睡醒了
光碟又在重播了

到底有谁能告诉我
这一切究竟是
你天真无邪而虚构出的假象
还是一个能让我真正向往的憧憬呢？

2008-09-25T19:10:00.011+08:00

Alright.. I'm finally here to blog.. A quick summary of movies I've watched since the last update..

1) Money No Enough 2 (Funny & touching..)
2) 12 Lotus (Nice songs, but storyline not too great)
3) Death Race (Great show!)
4) Wall E (Quite entertaining & educative..)
5) Mirrors (Lots of gruesome images.. -_-"
But the storyline kinda dun make much sense plus the ending is too abrupt..)

Ya, most of them were watched last mth.. Only the last movie was recent..
Nway, shall juz highlight some special events/places I went this month in point form below, if not, i think this post wld be extra long and boring..

-Finished watching Taiwan drama: 换换爱
-Had my hair cut (kinda still too long.. =/)
-Went MacRitchie for a morning hike
(It was zillions of years since I last went!!)
-Played swing (another childhood memory)
-Played with lanterns & candles during 中秋节
-Went for fish therapy (OMG!! See photos below!!)
-Had my facial (diamond polish)
-Met up with SUTUA pple (Fun!)

Gosh.. This is what the fishes think of us.. CANS OF YUMMY FOOD~!!

And see how they all swarm to my legs.. OMG!! It's so TICKLISH that I kept screaming.. & I nv knew my legs taste so delicious.. =P

2008-08-28T01:30:00.007+08:00

My apologies, pple..
I noe I haven really been blogging for almost a mth..
Shall update on my life soon..
In the meantime, pls enjoy this clip..
Damn cool!! ^.^

2008-08-06T23:30:00.005+08:00

2 Aug 2008 Sat
Chilled out @ Spinelli wif D, then went Holland V to wait for J to pick me up.. Dinner-ed at Gombak after 2153964 years.. Omg.. My b.hoon goreng seafood.. YUMMY!! I missed it so much.. Thanks, J.. For bringing me there.. =)

Went down Sky bar after tat for bday celebration for S.. What else can I say? It's a Tiger night.. o_O

6 Aug 2008 Wed
I duno why, but I have been real exhausted lately.. My fave pastime seemed to be sleeping & eating only.. LOL.. Nway, I watched this variety show - CelebriTea Break - juz now.. It was a candid interview with local comedian/producer/host/actor/singer, Jack Neo.. I duno why, but I was pretty touched wif the story of his wife & him.. Apparently, he met his wife when he was zero.. Meaning he was not rich or famous yet.. He was 23 & she was 18.. The story of how she followed & supported him all these while.. Even offering to sell the house to support his dreams when things were not looking good.. All the little things said & done juz make me felt the deep love between them.. Maybe it's story like this that make me have that little bit of hope in believing that true love does exist in this world.. I duno.. Call me a pessimist, I dun care.. Until someone prove it to me, if not, life experiences had alr taught me otherwise.. But I guess I still kinda hope.. I still kinda wish.. & I still kinda want.. Oh well..

Tag reply:
JYEO - Hmm.. EVERYTHING has consequences.. & I'm fully aware of it.. Thanks for ur reminder thou.. If u r referring to that matter I blogged abt previously, I'm proud to announce that it had alr came to an end.. It may not be the best solution, but I am moving on happily wif the consequences (whatever they are).. A person who did what she did is not worthy of me spending another brain cell on such trivial matter.. So pardon me, I do not wish to even talk abt it anymore.. Hope u can understand.. If u wish to tag abt issues frm my other entries, pls feel free to do so.. thanks..

2008-08-01T15:10:00.006+08:00

Busy busy busy.. as usual.. Here's some updates..

24 July 2008 Thurs
Went to watch hockey match, but was caught in the rain.. Match postponed, so we went for a quick bite..

25-27 July 2008 Fri-Sun
Busy involved in umpiring for Asian Jr Championship. It's the 1st time I wore the formal outfit for international events..

A few comments from random pple:
#1) My frens said u looked as if u r doing cosplay..
#2) Ehh.. ur tie looks nice.. so skinny like u..
#3) R u a model? Coz ur outfit looked very stylish.. =)
#4) Hey, I like ur hair, where did u cut tat? =)
#5) Come!! I wanna take photo with u!!

Erm.. ya.. Guess I was pretty outstanding in whatever I wore.. ^.^

Nway, went FQ's post party after my event.. Then went Cine to catch Prom Night..

28 July 2008 Mon
Coffee at TCC wif Y, then went Sky@69 for a drink and chilled out wif her frens.. Met a couple of new frens, had supper b4 heading home..

31 July 2008 Thurs
Watched Money No Enough 2 today.. The show was damn funny & what else can I say, but very local.. & I've to admitted that I was actually kinda moved to tears at 2 parts of the show.. A very true to ur heart kind of show that sld bring pple to more senses & start reflecting on what they r doing at this stage of their lives.. THUMBS UP!!

In juz a blink of my eyes, July had came to an end..
Gosh.. time really flies..
I need to start doing things on my list..
Ok.. 1 at a time for now..
For pple whom I din get to meet up for whatsoever reasons in the mth of July, pls feel free to date me again in advance.. Wld try my best to accommodate most requests..

2008-07-23T15:00:00.005+08:00

Ok.. Pple.. It's story-telling time.. Read on..

Once upon a time, there's this fren who 'booked' me say wanna go M'sia wif me for a weekend..
I said ok & asked her when she wanna go..

She said abt 2-3 weeks ago tat it's best not to go in from Fri-Sun coz custom will be packed..
So she suggested to go in last Thurs till Sat..
I said ok & reserved Thurs-Sat for her..

Den the Sun before last weekend.. she suddenly said she may have something to settle on Thurs.. so she said maybe will be meeting me in d late evening, if not, den fri.. she said will cfm wif me by Wed..

I said : OK.

On Tues, I was out wif my fren, she called me to cfm meeting me on Fri.. i said: OK..
Den she mentioned that she was sick.. I asked her how was she etc.. but to ask me to rush down to see her is impossible.. bcoz:
1st, i was wif my fren..
2nd, she was in M'SIA!!

nvm..
so she alr cfm wif me tat she meet me on fri alr, rite?

On Thurs, i 4got was it evening or at nite.. she suddenly sms me & said she can't meet me on Fri!
I was out wif my frens.. & I dun wanna be angry over such things and spoilt the mood.. so i juz ignore her..

Den she MIA all the way till mon, suddenly send a msg in tqp to me & say this: "I really do not understand u at all!Muz u treat me like!"
And she MSN me this: All the best to u!!

HUH??
If that's what appear in ur mind nw, mine will be twice of urs..

Nway, the next afternoon, i replied her.. quite harsly.. coz as u can tell, her attitude and actions r alr very irritating..

I replied:
1st, i've no idea what u r talking abt.
2nd, u were the one who cancel everything and choose to MIA..
3rd, u r now acting like the whole world own u something!
so what is it tat u wan?

and dat assh*le has the cheek to reply me this:
"The whole world did not own me anytin!!!U did!!!I doubt u rmb wat happened tat Sun nite!And,u knw I was ill,did u at least msg me to ask abt me!NO!!!I went thinkin alone,alot...
Wat am I to u???"

Gosh.. Irritating, rite? I was very pissed by then..
so i said something like this: if u wanna think that I own u something, I can't stop u.. And if u wanna be OUT OF MY LIFE, juz say so.. i will grant u ur wish..
And pardon me for saying this, but u r behaving like a 10 yrs old kid!!

& I'm very certain tat i ONLY use one "WTF" in all my email replies..

I was telling my fren abt this.. and she was like: if it's her, she will scold all the hokkein vulgarities alr..
so as u can see.. I'm alr very civilised in handling such childish pple alr..

but tat assh*le still dare reply this:
"Same goes here,do n think watever fits u!I can't control u!But,pls b polite.Stop usin all d F!I'm juz a nobody to u!And,got to thks u,I've learnt a great deal fr u!Anyway,irregardless,I still would wish u well.Take care."

HAHAHAHA.. FUNNIEST JOKE OF THE YEAR!!

I REFUSED TO ENTERTAIN SUCH MORON ANY FURTHER..

PERIOD.

2008-07-20T12:30:00.006+08:00

Ok.. another week past again..
Here's the updates of my life..

15 July 2008 Tues
Met J for lunch & watched It's A Boy Girl Thing. The movie was pretty funny.. Ok, cheap laughs.. But quite worth it la esp coz I wasn't really in a mood to watch other actions or more serious shows.. So a good choice made there.. haha.. & believe it or not, I went to the NATIONAL MUSEUM today!! Haha.. actually was coz D works there, so we stayed there to wait for her to knock off frm wrk.. Off to Suntec to find H after tat, then dinner-ed tgt.. Sat by the riverside @ Esplanade.. Nice views.. of couples making out.. LOL..

16 July 2008 Wed
Pple were amazed by my high level of energy all these while, but even a machine needs to rest..
So I actually declined all invitations for today & slept my day away.. Returning the debts for my beauty slp..

LOL.. Sorry, pple.. Date me out again ba.. =)

17 July 2008 Thurs
Met Joyce for movie @Cine..
And pple, I watched Red Cliff finally!! lolx.. the bed scene was disappointing.. Rite, Joyce? -wink-

Z & E came to fetch us & off we went to Maxwell for dinner.. Then went down Play.. I was MOLESTED all over by my 'osim chair'.. Ahhh.. felt so violated.. LOL.. Nway, the nite was spent wif minimal alcohol, but all of us still ended up so high that my fren asked me:
R u like abit drunk?

Hell.. NO, I AM NOT LAH.. LOL.. I am still sober enough to direct Z to Geylang for supper!! HAHA.. but even the Indian guys wrking at d prata store was talking to me abt my 'high-ness'.. LOL.. Home sweet home at 6am+.. Totally exhausted..

18-19 July 2008 Fri-Sat
I enjoyed the time spent wif u, even if it's juz sleeping & playing Hell's Kitchen.. LOL..

Nway, YL & V saw me @ AMK Hub.. I seriously din hear them calling me, but the next moment, I got a shock coz YL 'pounced' on me from behind.. LOL.. Scary la.. My stomach is giving me a hard time.. Luckily, I felt much beta after I reached home..

Ok.. today is Sun alr.. No concrete plans yet..
No idea what I'm doing for today..
Hmm.. But dun think gg clubbing ba..
And I'm hungry nw.. Very hungry.. =X

2008-07-14T14:30:00.017+08:00

OMG!! Another one week had past..
And I'm back here to blog finally.. hehe..

6 July 2008 Sun
Went Orchard to chill out @ Coffee Bean , then dinner-ed @ an Indonesian restaurant in Paragon.
Some pic to make u hungry.. LOL..

Tahu Telor.. This is really delicious!!

Ikan Nila Gor

7 July 2008 Mon
The day was alr reserved for u, but u chose to throw tantrum.. It's ok.. Juz be happy then..

8-9 July 2008 Tue-Wed
Thanks for everything.. I enjoyed the time spent tgt..

10 July 2008 Thurs
Went down Zouk wif SUTUA pple.. Haha.. I ate 2 rounds of pratas wif bungdung at 2 diff places in a nite.. GOSH!! I really need to exercise!!

Was it a happening nite?
Maybe.. Maybe not..
Depends on how u see it..

I've no idea what's going to happen next.. But the memories of what happened still linger on in my mind.. The feeling of sweetness tat surfaced from the simplicity of life.. But then again, when u open ur eyes & reality kicks in.. Dat's when u realised:
Life was nv simple to begin wif.. or was it?

11 July 2008 Fri
Went down Chillz after dinner.. Oh, did i mention dinner wasn't too good? So I'm so not gg to patronize there again as long as I rmb tat.. haha.. Nway, it was a fun nite.. saw a few pple whom I din see for quite some time.. Did some catching up & gossiping as usual..

12 July 2008 Sat
Met up for dinner wif Y at Vivo .. Chill out at Starbuck after that.. Gossiping again.. OMG.. How small can our world be? Who wld have tot tat the ex that hurt her so badly happened to be my ex's ex??

Oh well.. Life's complicated, anyway..

It'd been a long time since I sat down wif someone to really talk like tat.. The nite was good.. Cooling wif nice scenery.. Looking at the beautiful sky filled wif stars, thinking of how simple life can be.. The enjoyment of doing simple things that dun cost a dime, yet felt so fulfilling as if u owned the world..

Oh well.. =/

Thanks for the company.. erm.. only thing was tat the pple ard were abit noisy.. LOL..

13 July 2008 Sun
Went TM for late lunch wif R, shopped ard & played arcade.. Haha.. A long time since I really play all those shooting games & I love my Daytona!! The only game I nv get tired of after almost 10 years..

My Lamp Chop =D

Mochi Ice-cream

Went down St James to meet D & H at nite.. Saw many faces, but oh well.. Nway, they were all scared of playing drinking games wif me.. Coz I always win.. MUAHAHAHAHA.. Dancing at d podium.. Omg.. I seriously have no idea what I did up there.. And 2b honest.. The nite was juz crazy.. Gosh.. Erm.. Supper-ed @ River Valley again.. Hmm.. I was kind of looking for tat fat cat.. ^.^

I need my beauty slp.. I need to exercise..
Most importantly.. I need to SHOP.. LOL..
Ok.. I'm tired.. =P

2008-07-05T12:50:00.007+08:00

Ok.. SUTUA is finally over..
Thanks to all my supporters!!
Apologies to all of u tat I din manage to get into top 3 despite having ur blessings.. =/
I know most of u were disappointed..
pls dun be.. & dun worry.. I've gotta over it..
Most importantly, I'd enjoyed myself & gained valuable experience during the process..

W/o all of u, I wouldn't even have come so far..
So thank you, once again.. =)
Till next time, see u again..

Went Boat Quay to continue drinking w Celest & frens after Play.. Haha.. All the way till 6+, den went for prata at Jln Kayu.. HAHAHA.. Can't help but think of that one word.. erm.. u noe what I mean?? ^_-
oh well.. I said I'm ok.. so dun worry.. lolx..

Ok.. I seriously need more rest.. zZzz..
and I'm hungry.. =P
Alrite.. shall end this post here.. Update again.. Ciao..

2008-07-03T12:45:00.004+08:00

Apologies for not updating for the past week.. Was really busy & exhausted to blog abt my life.. LOL..

Rehearsal yest was FUN, but an indescribable feeling came upon most of us as there r only left 6 of us in the finals from the initial 13.. and only 5 turned up for rehearsal yest.. the stage is like so empty.. =/

Nway, let's focus on the performance tonite..

I hereby promise a BIG SURPRISE for all my supporters tonite!!

SO COME DOWN PLAY TO SUPPORT ME!!
SUTUA CONTESTANT 3!!

And for those who r coming,
pls get ur ass-es in EARLY!! ;P
Coz they r expecting full hse..
and they may decline entry once it's full..

Ok.. dat's all I've to post.. Going back to rest awhile.. then it's rehearsal time again.. Good luck to myself..

2008-06-26T12:50:00.007+08:00

Rehearsal yesterday was FUN!!
we were all trying to blend into d 70s disco style.. LOL.. hilarious.. MUAHAHA..

Dinner-ed with K and J.. haha.. J was like so insistent on ordering side dishes with rice coz she wanna have the 'family' feeling.. ok.. we'll love u like a family, k? =P

Pple, I am really exhausted..
from rushing my research report & journals..
from trying to get the disco outfit & rehearsals..
Hope tonight's performance will be a success!!

Ok.. pple..same old line..

COME DOWN PLAY TO SUPPORT ME!!
SUTUA CONTESTANT 3!!

And for those who r coming,
pls get ur ass-es in EARLY again!! ;P
Coz they r expecting crowd tonite again..
and they may decline entry once it's full..

Ok.. dat's all I've to post.. Going back to rest awhile.. then it's rehearsal time again.. Good luck to myself..

2008-06-23T13:45:00.005+08:00

Gosh.. I was so exhausted by all the happenings since my last post.. & apologies to my frens & loyal readers of this blog, I din realised it was alr 10+ days since my last post until a fren mentioned it.. LOL.. Ok.. here goes..

13-15 Jun 2008 Fri-Sun
Haha.. finally satisfied my craving for that chix rice at M's area.. Met up for supper wif another O' buddy who had been so busy wif her life that I was 'casted' out for quite some time.. LOL.. Ok, not complaining.. BUT U STILL OWN ME A MOVIE DATE EVER SINCE U FLEW KITE THE LAST TIME COZ OF u-know-i-know-&-i'm-not-saying-it-here-to-protect-u.. MUAHAHAHAHA.. Ok.. date me out soon!

16 Jun 2008 Mon
Attended a health talk abt insomnia & gastric at some hotel in town wif my family.. Ya, I'm trying to get my healthy lifestyle back.. soon.. I hope.. hee..

17 Jun 2008 Tues
R acc me to borrow some books at the lib, dined at Crystal Jade.. Shopped ard & got my blazer from G2000.. Played arcade & supper-ed @ kovan..

I do enjoy the time out wif u.. Thanks for everything..

19 Jun 2008 Thurs
R acc me to submit my research report, then went down Play to support my fellow A Hunt contestants in their elimination round.. Drank 1 jug of vodka even b4 the show started, but luckily I was still sober.. In fact, I was so sober that I was the main pillar of support for 2 'drunks' - Bianca & Ayu.. LOL.. u sld have seen them SWAY during the performance.. It was hilarious lah.. I lost my balance so many times coz of their constant swaying.. LOL.. Luckily Kim & Gwen came & helped me after that.. Danced the nite away.. Roamed abt in Chinatown wif M till the 1st train..

-Were those tears for the past or the future?-
-I wished I knew..-

20 Jun 2008 Fri
Grocery shopping!! HAHA.. I like that feeling.. hee.. Thanks once again.. =) I'm sorry for the hurt I may have cause u.. Pls understand that I'm really enjoying my freedom nw.. No offence to anyone..

21 Jun 2008 Sat
BBQ CUM POOL PARTY @ Bianca's plc wif the A Hunt contestants and frens!! Woohoo.. So fun!! The games we played.. Gosh.. I'm so traumatized!! LOL.. Let's hang out more, pple..

22 Jun 2008 Sun
Shopped @ Bugis, then went for steamboat dinner.. HAHA.. The way I eat.. It scares me too lah.. 3h of non-stop eating.. M even went for a walk while I was busy stuffing all the meat, seafood & veg into my mouth.. She came back & I continued eating so many slices of watermelon that she said this: u wanna finish one whole watermelon then u'll be full ar? LOL.. Ok.. I need to exercise badly.. Pple who r reading this.. JIO ME OUT TO EXERCISE NOW!!!

2008-06-12T13:50:00.004+08:00

Yawn.. Tired.. Din slp much these 2 days..
Shopping, pubbing, chilling out..

GSS is here!!! RETAIL THERAPY!!!
I'm so happy!!! hehe..
What I got on Tues:
1) new Guy Laroche wallet
2) Two Mango tops

My Shopping List (for next trip or more trips)
1) Black SB
2) Nice undies (lolx..)
3) Black long pants
4) Blazer/jacket
5) Skinny jeans?
6) Watch
7) Accessories - Leather cuff, necklace etc..

Nway, tonight will be another busy one.. coz it's SUTUA again..(but quite a handful of my frens/supporters inf me they can't make it.. haiz.. some in FQ, some alr overseas, some have class, some have family events.. Oh well.. =X)

For those who can, PLS COME DOWN!!
Support me - Contestant #3!!!
I promise a good show tonight!!
No matter how tired I am.. ok?

Cya there.. =) Good luck to myself again..

2008-06-08T23:50:00.007+08:00

5 June 2008 Thurs
Preview nite was GREAT!!!
Full house sia.. so packed!!
THANKS TO ALL WHO MADE THE EFFORT TO GO DOWN & SUPPORT ME!!!
Pls come down & support me next Thurs too.. =)

6 June 2008 Fri
Met YH & G for dinner, chilled out @ TCC after that..

7 June 2008 Sat
Went AMK Hub to meet Q.. This gal cute la, went down to support me on Thurs, but din even tell me or call me.. And my dear silent supporter juz told me she's in FQ.. Gosh.. so sad.. which means our events will clash next week.. She can't come down for me, and i can't go over for her.. =X And another fren oso juz let me noe the same news.. So nw, i got two supporters who can't make it next Thurs coz they have their own event.. And one of my fren oso juz informed me that she'll be overseas next week..

Ahh.. Pple who can come, PLS COME DOWN, k?
If not, i'll be so sad.. =(

Nway, the day ended wif dinner @ Sticky Rice wif YH.. Yummy.. always like d glass noodle there.. Much much nicer than Siam Kitchen which I mentioned in my 'May 31' entry.. LOL.. That was horrible!

8 June 2008 Sun
Woken up by Charis sms in the morn.. LOL.. Ok.. She's having a chalet on the last weekend of July.. Haven reply her coz must ask T 1st.. Nway, went Bugis to meet M, acc her to get her digi cam, den went shopping @ Bugis Village.. S joined us..
Dined @ Pasta Mania & shopped abit more..

And for all my loyal readers, if u rmb me mentioning something abt how shoppers tend to mistake me as a salesperson in one of my Jan entry, M finally witnessed what I was saying today.. There was a total of 4 shoppers in 3 diff shops asking me abt the products sold in the shops!! I think I really have the talent to be a good salesperson la.. Dun even need to train me.. And who said I'm dao & not approachable? See.. so many strangers willingly approached me leh.. LOL.. Went DG to catch Kung Fu Panda after tat.. Quite a funny and meaningful show..

And thanks for the multi card reader.. =)

2008-06-05T12:30:00.005+08:00

Rehearsal yest was GREAT!!
I had a whole load of fun!!
And the world is so small, the assistant for the guy interviewing us was my classmate.. How small can the world be?? LOL.. Gossip gossip as usual.. hehe..

But I'm still not fully recovered frm my cough..
Hope this wun affect my performance tonight..
-keep fingers crossed-

Ok, for pple who are still unaware..
TONIGHT is the NIGHT!!

COME DOWN PLAY TO SUPPORT ME!!
SUTUA CONTESTANT 3!!

And for those who r coming,
pls get ur ass-es in EARLY!! ;P
Coz they r expecting full hse..
and they may decline entry once it's full..

Ok.. dat's all I've to post.. Going back to rest awhile.. then it's rehearsal time again.. Good luck to myself..

2008-05-31T14:10:00.006+08:00

Opps.. paisei.. another week have past..
I'm finally here to update.. hehe..

23 May 2008 Fri
Dined @ Siam Kitchen wif M at BJ.. OMG!! I duno abt u guys, but that'll probably be the FIRST & LAST TIME I'll be stepping into dat restaurant again.. And d thing is: M actually knew abt d bad feedbacks on d food there but din warn me when I said I wanna go try?!! WTF.. Oh well.. i guess sometimes u'll need to EXPERIENCE it personally to believe d rumors ard..

Met up wif Sam & her fren and off we went to Haji Lane for our dinner.. The dinner took so long to come and the waiters there dun seem to understand English at all.. Except for when I shouted, "HEY, HANDSOME!!" Then he turned ard.. WTF.. So it took 3 of us making at least 4 trips to the kitchen b4 we get 2 glasses of water.. NVM.. Shortly after that, a waiter suddenly came wif a tray FILLED WIF ICED WATER, and attempt to flood our table wif them.. DOTS.. They need ENGLISH LESSONS.. Very badly.. -_-"

Nway, Sam tricked me into smoking shisha..
Oh.. there goes my "virginity" again.. LOL..

24-26 May 2008 Sat-Mon
Whole weekend spent at M's plc.. Oh man, I liked the prata there.. Yummy!! & chicken rice..

Oh well, but guess I wun get a chance to go there anytime soon.. =/

27 May 2008 Tues
Went down for lunch & shopped ard alone.. Saw this shirt that I quite liked & I bargained 6 bucks off.. LOL.. Li hai ba?? Planned to go for my hair cut, but I dun feel well, so went home instead..

S came over to have supper wif me at nite.. And I 4got to get my HAPPY MEAL to cheer myself up.. Oh well.. Next time.. perhaps..

29 May 2008 Thurs
Went AMK Hub for late lunch @ Mos.. My ex, P, saw me and SCREAMED for me so loudly coz I was walking quite fast that I din hear anything.. LOL.. so paisei.. Nway, met up wif S, her sis, bro & gf for movie.. We watched The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian.. Super NICE show.. So touching at a part that I actually teared!!

30 May 2008 Fri
oh well.. no comments.. =X
Still friends..

and T, paisei to inf u that ur news became out-dated juz minutes after u found out.. =P

I'm getting emo.. Memories..
I sld be happy.. =)
Random..

2008-05-23T09:45:00.004+08:00

Time for some updates.. The past weekend was crazy, but SUPER DUPER FUN!!

17 May 2008 Sat
Dinner-ed @ Waraku wif S & M.. No.. dun anyhow think.. they are my ex-coll la.. LOL.. Gossip abit & I updated them abt my A Hunt.. haha.. they r so funny..

"ok.. when's the finals?"
"wah.. u two see so highly of me ar?"
"Of coz!! Tell me who's better-looking than u? We'll only go support u in FINALS.. No more no less.."

See.. so stressful la.. The pressure they exert on me..

18 May 2008 Sun
My stomachache made me feels like I'm pregnant!!
Nway, another crazy nite at Play .. Guan Yin Ma said we are all vegetarians wif our beers!! So CHEERS.. Another round, babes.. HEHE..

19 May 2008 Mon
Ok.. 3rd nite in a row not going home.. Haha.. Tonite was wif M, watching anime.. Ohh.. her dog is so cute and friendly la.. and so attracted by me that it FRENCH-ed me the min it saw me.. Ohh la la..

21 May 2008 Wed
I got a PERSONAL ASSISTANT officially who bought lunch over for me in case I faint.. LOL.. So nice of u, PA.. And she'll be in charge of my well-being for the contest.. hehe.. So dun be jealous, pple.. =P

22 May 2008 Thurs
Acc S to see doc, then went PS to shop.. Haha.. For some reasons, the bras on sales at the bazaar must be so tempting tat she decided to shop & grab a few.. & while waiting for her, I bumped into two gals who must be too high frm god-knows-what that they smiled so suggestively while holding on to their bras (not the one they r wearing lah! aiyoz.. what were u all thinking?) haha.. and for that split second, I duno what got over me.. Was it the smile or was it the bust?
LOL.. Opps..

Ok.. moving on.. Movie @ Cine.. Accuracy of Death.. Not bad.. Thou half the time I was looking at the time & wishing it's over so I can go PEE!!! haha.. Caught the last train home.. Home sweet home.. zZzzz..

2008-05-17T11:35:00.002+08:00

Ok, there's a reason why the prev entry was at 7am.. I just can't seem to slp well.. I slept at 3+ and woke up at 6+.. Gosh.. I really need to cure my insomnia..

My good buddy went to google insomnia for my sake and I think she may have just found the root of my problem.. haha.. She was so excited and msg me immediately:
"haha... I just went to google insomnia.. It says -one of the causes is LACK OF or UNSATISFACTORY SEX LIFE!!! haha.. u need to get laid!"

OMG!! If tat's real, pple.. I'm really NOT KIDDING when I said I'm deprived, k? Pls try to believe me.. My life's not as PERFECT as u think it is.. LOL..

So come on.. Somebody.. CURE me.. =P

2008-05-17T07:00:00.008+08:00

14 May 2008 Wed
Dinner with YH & chilled out @ Starbuck. Gossip gossip gossip.. hehe.. Then suddenly I saw someone looking at me from outside Starbuck.. Turned up to be my ex, P.. haha.. Had a quick chat.. Wooh.. Someone's working at a cos-play shop now.. Cool.. Shall drop by one day if I'm near the place..

15 May 2008 Thurs
Watched Made of Honour with YH & M today. The show was not as good as I've expected. Duno was it coz I was tired, but I felt that certain part was kind of draggy.. Dinner-ed at Maxwell & headed straight to Play after that.. Thanks to my buddies, I totally enjoyed myself.. It's been a long time since *fill in the blank*... oh well, in life, we've got to move on, rite?
And YH, I kept to my promise lor.. I really let loose.. HAHAHA.. But u all sabo me!! u noe WHO u r..
Bad bad bad!! LOL.. =P

16 May 2008 Fri
Lunch-ed at Mayim wif H, in celebration of another High Distinction I got for my course.. Thanks for the treat.. =) Gossip caught up wif me yet again.. Gosh..

Ok.. I've to admit, that night was kind of crazy..

Super shagged.. Reached home @ 3+, slept till 5pm.. Photo shoot in the evening.. I was having a little bit of sore throat, but I just can't seem to stop talking.. LOL.. No choice, coz u pple r really FUN lah.. I juz can't help it.. And bcoz of this, my little bit of sore throat became a little bit MORE now.. LOL..

Ok.. I hope I'll get well by this evening.. Meeting some ex-coll for MORE gossip over dinner.. OMG! WHATEVER IS HAPPENING TO MY LIFE AR? LOL.. u pple.. STOP gossiping wif me lah.. Hahahaha..

Ok, i'm juz kidding..

Sun: A bday party to attend.. & invitations to VESAK SPECIAL.. Should I go?

OH.. GUAN YIN MA, tell me..
(lolx.. only insiders will know this joke..)

2008-05-12T04:20:00.004+08:00

It was Mother's Day yesterday.. It was also the 1st time my whole family actually celebrated this occasion since 10+ yrs ago.. Lolx.. It's not that I'd a broken family or that I dun love my mother, but my family juz dun have that 'tradition' to do so.. Nway, dinner was good.. We had very tradition & unique Thai cuisine & headed down Geylang for tau huay.. Too bad they were full.. The durians alone the streets looked so tempting that I almost wanna stop the car juz to buy & eat them.. So whoever shares the same passion wif me & wanna treat me to durians r most welcome to do so.. THE SEASON'S HERE.. DUN MISS IT..

LOLX..

Ok.. now for movies I watched since the last update..
Hansel & Gretel
Definitely, Maybe
What Happens in Vegas

Not that many as I was quite busy wif my presentations and assignments until abt 10 days ago.

u claimed that u TREASURES me as a friend.. u said things will not be that different & u wanna continue doing things we both enjoy.. u ADMITTED that u enjoyed talking to me every nite.. u SWORE that u'll always be here for me.. I tot we can really do that.. But whatever happened to all these things u said??? Did u 4got abt them or were they not as IMPORTANT as things like watching shows online & ur other friends?? Or did u alr 4got what we once had & all these r NOTHING to u now?? Or maybe what I said all these while was right?? u din noe what u r saying at all, thus it makes perfect sense that u wun be able to deliver something u dun even noe how/what to do..

u knew I was upset or did u not??
& all u can said was "can i get my money back?"
R u really that cruel, insensitive or juz plain stupid??

HAIZ.. Whatever the reason is, I guess it's not impt anymore.. Ur actions tell it all.. DISAPPOINTED..

2008-05-04T10:50:00.004+08:00

说说你为什么
为什么要走说你为何要分手

别拖求你别软弱
求你说出口分手的理由

但你却拖拖拖拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留

请你别拖拖拖大声地说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活

如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
多么痛多么的难过
别越爱越难过

然后连话都不说继续沉默
连朋友都没得作为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧坏人我来作

2008-04-22T09:05:00.004+08:00

The tournament season is over..
Girls went into top 6 while boys got into top 4..
Nevertheless, I'm still v pround of them.. Hope each and everyone of them took back something from this experience, next yr, we shall fight back..

Alrite, has been busy as usual..
Played badminton and t.tennis weekly..
Great, finally getting back my sport life..
T got a new job, went down with her to sign some document the other day, and went my sch to view my first paper for health psychology.. I got a distinction.. But it wasn't on the higher end.. Haiz.. I really wonder if it's the rusty halo effect that made one particular lecturer kinda cynical abt everything I do.. Well, nothing much I can do.. This person has more power, and if ** is so narrow-minded and judgmental towards me, what can I do?

Watched 2 movies this mth so far..
The Spiderwick Chronicles & The Other Boleyn Girl
Thumbs up for both..
Shall not elaborate the storyline here..

A Hunt is looking for contestants..
The organizer asked if I'll be interested..
Coincidently, a friend oso mentioned that I sld join while we were chatting in MSN..

Well.. I'm considering.. REALLY..

I recalled receiving some mails some time back.. Friends and strangers (potential new friends?) asking why din I join the B Hunt.. They stated that they wld support me if I joined.. I wonder if it's true?

so tell me..
Will you all come down to support me if I join?

2008-03-27T00:20:00.009+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!

Juz came back from Camp Comedy 2008 @ St James Powerhouse . Will be going there for the next few days too.. Also have been busy umpiring for the past few days and going to do it for tmr too.
Conducted a combined workshop for the J1 last Thurs and had my hair cut last Sat.
Played and won a few bucks in MJ on Sun. Yeah!

There.. done wif my summary.. lolx..

P/S: I'm so proud of my gals team.. They won SA in today's match..

YES!!! All the way, gals..
Now waiting to see how the boys will perform.. =)
Jia you!!!

Nway, T asked me to try this quiz..
Here are my results...

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Education/Counseling

You should strongly consider majoring in Education, such as early childhood education, middle childhood education, secondary education, or related majors (e.g., Vocational Education, Special Education, P.E./Physical Education).
The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.
Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology is a great minor for education majors.

HR/BusinessManagement

88%

Psychology/Sociology

88%

Education/Counseling

88%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

81%

English/Journalism/Comm

81%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

69%

Visual&PerformingArts

63%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

50%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

50%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

44%

Mathematics/Statistics

44%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

44%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

38%

Religion/Theology

38%

Ok.. What's new?
i'm alr a psychology/social science student..
LOL.. What else do u expect?

2008-03-14T16:00:00.004+08:00

Ok.. i know la.. If my blog is an object on a shelf, it'll probably be filled with dust alr, judging by the rate I use it. LOL.. Apologies for not updating, coz was either too busy with my commitments, if not, I was too lazy. Oh ya, I was also addicted to playing mj and big2 online.. OMG!! At the rate I'm logging in to play, I think I can qualify for their loyalty programme (if they do have one, dat is). Nway, shall do a quick sum up of my life so far.. Starting with movies I'd watched in the cinema since the last post..

Adding to the list:
Jumper
Step Up 2: The Streets
The Water Horse: Legend of the Deep
The Leap Years

Ok.. The fore mentioned list of movies were all pretty good. Mb coz I have a very general preference when it comes to movies. Jumper is a action-packed fantasy with a bit of romance, but the ending seemed to be too bland (think it's off-screen alr). Step Up 2 is a MUST-WATCH for fans and followers of hip-hop. I love watching the dance moves featured in it. Plus it is also a story abt how we sld stand up for who we are and what we believe. The Water Horse is another fantasy made-believe magical kind of sci-fic (dun ask me what is so scientific abt the water horse.. I only noe it had been compared to ET). i think the baby water horse is pretty cute in a way, with the display of rich emotions and expression. The Leap Years is another romance-induced movie which actually moved me to tears at certain part of it. SHHH!!!
Go catch it with ur loves ones, if u haven alr do so.

Oh ya, GREAT NEWS!!!
I'm finally done with my first assignment for Organisational Behaviour, which means, I've only 3 more papers to write b4 I graduate..

IF ONLY IT IS AS SIMPLE AS IT SOUNDS..

The research paper for my practicum would prob be the most challenging one.. Wish me luck, guys..
Can't wait to graduate, man.. I really had enough of research and assignments..

Ok.. dat's all for now..
Hmm.. Sld I get back to gaming?
opps.. -gone case- SUPER ADDICT.. LOL..

2008-02-18T10:30:00.005+08:00

Opps.. Another week has passed & I'm back to blog abit.. Busy ma.. Dun blame me lah.. Any comments, pls leave a tag, thanks! Shall just give a quick summary of what I did for the whole week.

9 & 10 Feb 2008 Sat/Sun
Mahjong sessions on 2 consecutive days @ diff plc.. Oh man! I felt like an addict!! I won all 3 houses in two rounds of mj on Sat, but T took over my position & won on Sun. Well, at least we r winning.. LOLX..

12 Feb 2008 Tues
I watched 3 movies within this week!!
Today watched CJ7. Thanks to YH!!
It was really nice seeing u aft so long.. =)

13 Feb 2008 Wed
Conducted another workshop for my young kids. I just hoped they will learn something out of it & DO THEIR HOMEWORK!! OMG!! After dealing with these kids, my sympathies goes out to all the primary schools' teachers.. Keep it going, man!! I noe it's tough.. But if u dun do it, who will? LOLX..

14 Feb 2008 Thurs
Watched Ah Long Pte Ltd today with S.. Then meet T for dinner tgt.. I duno what's wrong with the food I ate or mb is that milk tea I drank, I actually felt so unwell & puked.. Luckily, was alrite after that..

15 Feb 2008 Fri
Conducted the self-esteem test with the kids today, then went to umpire. At night, took T out for a drive ard & met C & K for awhile, went for tua huay, then sent all of them back before going TM to meet D for midnight show. We watched Kungfu Dunk . Something not dat gd happened when I was parking, but shall not elaborate here. Overall, the show was quite alrite.. Actions packed & quite funny.. u will kept seeing Jay acting cute.. Opps.. Hope his die-hard fans wun come & spam my blog wor..

16 Feb 2008 Sat
Shopping day!! MANY THANKS to T for getting me my skinny tie, 2 belts & red polo.. hee.. SO HAPPY!! Dined @ Sticky Rice (similar to thaiXpress), then met YL & sis for a while.

17 Feb 2008 Sun
Went to tutor a new student who happens to be Ms Peggy's cousin. Oh my, MS PEGGY like very long nv appear in my blog le.. lolx.. Nway, it's another day of shopping after that.. I duno what's wrong wif me.. I kept feeling hungry, eat, then feel hungry again.. It's like a vicious cycle.. It's not good, coz I can burn my wallet juz by eating.. Gosh!! I saw this pair of shoes which got a rating of 10/10, but in the end I din buy it coz there's only one last pair & I kept finding faults wif them.. Instead, I bought a pair of sandals which cost 10cent more than that shoes. LOLX.. Oh ya, I haven mention how my slip-ons gave in on me.. the whole sole of my right side came off as I was crossing a road.. Damn.. & I walked home w/o the sole.. LOLX..

Spot the differences..

2008-02-09T10:10:00.000+08:00

Ok.. I noe I haven been blogging again.. Been really busy & tired.. Alrite, here's a quick overview of what I did for the past week..

30 Jan 2008 Wed
Conducted MST workshop for my group of young athletes. Young kids are -deep breath- juz so active..

31 Jan 2008 Thurs
Dined at Pepper Lunch , then watched 27 Dresses . Two thumbs up for this comedy.

2 Feb 2008 Sat
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Tang!!!
May all your wishes come true this year..

3 Feb 2008 Sun
Met up wif D again to collect his pants. Dined at Fish & Co. Oh man, I love the grilled calamaris.. Coffee Bean again to satisfy our sweet tooth, but 2b honest, the taste of their cakes doesn't match up to the looks.. So ya.. Had my CNY hair cut & bought a shirt.. I can't wait to get my RED SKINNY TIE to match it.. UH HMM.. YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO LE AR?? =D

The yummy calamaris I was talking abt.. -slurps-

6 Feb 2008 Wed
Drove parents to Yun Nam Yuan @ NTU Alumni for reunion dinner wif family. The min we stepped in to find our tables, I tot we were attending somebody's wedding coz it's a whole ballroom wif so many tables & a central stage screening CNY songs.. LOL.. Ok, food is so-so only..

7 & 8 Feb 2008 Thurs/Fri
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY!!
House visitation from 11am-10pm on these 2 days.. And I was basically chauffeuring pple ard - sent aunty home la, sent cousin to hospital (oh ya, coz her fren gave birth ma..) etc.. Tired lah.. But still, I enjoyed driving.. Esp along those long stretches of road wif lesser cars.. Shiok, man.. Felt juz like a racer!! LOL..

Ok.. dat's abt all for now.. Heading to D's hse soon, then ltr going K's hse.. Hopefully, my revenue (from ang baos la.. what else?) will increase more than last year, thou every yr, mine can nv been compared to my frens.. so sad, rite? So frens, pls hurry get married & give me ANG BAO (wif more value, k?) !!!

2008-01-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

Appointed to be his image consultant for a day, I went on a shopping spree at PP wif D today. Had a feast at Swensen 1st coz I was so hungry.. We ordered:
-TWO SETS of crayfish pasta,
-ONE PLATE of fish samba
-ONE BOWL of calamari rings..

no kidding.. we clear all d food.. lolx.. but we've to start eating once d food arrive in case I faint due to hunger, if not, will post pic of d yummy food here..

After filling our stomach, we went to shop for his clothes. We past by this shop which he said the brand doesn't carry his size, but luckily we still went in.. We checked out the available sizes/designs wif the salesgirl & I got him to try 2 tops and 2 jeans. Haha.. And as I was busy taking the correct size for him, a woman came up to me and asked me for help..

Damn!!! As always, almost everytime I went into any shop w/o carrying any bags, pple have the tendency to ask me for help assuming I am working there..

I noe all you pple can't help but to approach a hot & sexy salesperson like me, but PLS, unless u r equally hot & sexy like me, pls find another person to approach.. LOLX..

Nway, back to shopping, D tried & liked the clothes I recommended & bought all of them.. We continued shopping & D got himself a pair of berms exactly the same as what he was wearing w/o trying coz he said he had been finding that design in many outlets, but was told it's out of stock.. See.. Shopping wif me makes u lucky.. MUAHAHA..

Went to shop for my ear rings next.. I saw many diff designs which I liked & D was so nice to say "Why not buy all? u got ur sugar daddy to pay ma.." HAHAHAHA.. and so I did juz dat and ended up wif 3 diff ear rings & 2 ear studs.. So happy.. =D

Oh ya, did I mention D is deprived of mummy's love? coz throughout the shopping trip, he kept calling me 'mummy'.. DOTS lah..

Which part of me look like ur mummy ar?

Went Coffee Bean to have supper aft all the shopping.. The turkey ham & melted cheese sandwich looked so delicious on the menu that we both ordered one each.. then I got to indulge in my fave PURE CHOCO.. SIMPLY SINFUL lah.. OMG.. The amt of fats I'll gain in juz one day.. And D still says that he wanna turn me into a 'pig' in a few mths time.. AHHHH!!!!! HelpPpp..

That's my "sugar daddy" who wants me to show his face here.. HAHA.. Raise his popularity ma.. Ok.. juz joking.. the main thing is the food - yummy sandwiches & ice-blended.. Oh ya, the stack of receipts in frt r proof of our shopping spree..

2008-01-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

Woah.. Long time no blog..
Kinda lazy, busy & exhausted to do so.. But gotta update abit b4 more frens started complaining.. Lolx..
Nway, I have been living my life to the fullest..

For the past 3 weeks, I had:
-went cycling @ ECP,
-mahjong session (which left me a few dollars poorer),
-crashed my fren's fren's BBQ night,
-attended private movie preview
-showed up in class & rushed assignment (SUBMITTED ON TIME, ok?),
-drove pple ard,
-attended lunch/dinner appointments & meetings,
-found out that I topped the class in the umpire test,
-started umpiring matches

Juz to mention some of them & seriously, all these activities are keeping me busy & exhausted at the same time.. Really e-x-h-a-u-s-t-e-d sia..
Juz came home from my hosting workshop ..

Gosh.. Can I juz add this b4 I end this post?

Pple, CHINATOWN is a crazy plc to visit now..

Pls think twice b4 stepping ur foot there!!
(unless u stay there, den GD LUCK..)

GOSH!! Crowded as expected.. Plus I WAS INJURED when I was there juz now.. i was only queuing to go down the stairs when a lady behind me slipped and fell. Being a kind-hearted person, I blocked and held her to ensure that she dun roll down the stairs. BUT this guy behind her (think is fren or bf or whatever) tried to hold her too..
and in the process.. his nails scratch me!!!

Now the mark is still visible on my forearm..

ARGH!! what a way to end my day!!!

2008-01-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

It was 2.30pm when D asked if I wanna join him for a movie in town.. I said "Sounds good as long as I can make it on time for my nite class." So we wenta checked & the only time slot 4d show he wanna watch that suits my timing was at 3.30pm.

Which means we ONLY HAVE LESS THAN AN HR TO REACH TOWN!!!

GOSH!! and my dear old fren still wanna rushed down to d interchange to buy DONUTS for me first.. hehe.. so sweet of him.. but it oso means he took 2 cab rides - 1 down to buy donuts and 2 to d cinema.. Woah.. Nway, I was lucky to be able to flag a cab shortly aft I went out, so I reached slighlty earlier than D and bought d tickets.. Then we rushed into d cinema to watch Vexille - a Jap animae abt d isolation of Japan and one guy's insane proj to wipe up d entire Japan population by d creation of human androids.

I tot this wld be another animae wif a 'destructive' theme, boy was I wrong.. I actually TEARED towards d end of d show coz of the romance and fighting spirit involved, and oso the sad fact tat these 'pple' will die eventually.. The graphic & music were great too.

Overall, thumbs up.. I truly enjoyed this movie..

Tried a mushroom swiss hotdog & beef lasagna set for dinner.. Not v nice thou.. Then I've to rush off to meet T for awhile b4 going for my class.

Thanks for everything today, D.. It was nice meeting u aft so many yrs of MIA.. Lolx.. Tk care & cya soon..

T, hope u enjoy d donut I 're-package' & saved for u.. =)

2007-12-31T11:30:00.000+08:00

30 Dec 2007 Sun
WOHOO!!! Shopping @ MS today..
Went to my fave outlet, but decide against buying coz I dun like any of d berms I tried.. Nway, T shopped as if she struck lottery like dat.. LOLX.. Opps.. I was only slightly beta coz I got myself another pair of shoes, breaking my own record of 2 pairs of shoes in a mth.. I noe this may be nothing compared to many pple, but I have a past record of keeping my shoes to the minimum & was even so proud of my faithful old Converse which accompanied me tru 10 years of ups & downs, thicks & thins..

Hey, I'm NOT joking la..

When I really do a serious count, it was really 10 good years and they r still in presentable wrking conditions, ok?

Love them so much, but in life, WE GOTTA MOVE ON, rite? Ok, so here r my newly added concubines.. MUAHAHAHA...

Aren't they such darlings? hehe.. ^_8

31 Dec 2007 Mon
YEAH!! it's the LAST day of 2007!!!
And I was FORCED to write my new year resolutions down.. BLEAH!! So here goes:

1) To be a supermodel.
2) To be a rich & famous supermodel.

Lolx.. Well, it's gd to start wif some impossible dreams.. OKOK.. I noe, i gotta be realistic..
Do away that 'supermodel',
but keep the 'rich & famous'.. Hehe..

3) Hmm.. Stay YOUNG & CUTE. MUAHAHAHA..

Ok..be serious now..

5) Get one of my most treasured (for now) piece of paper (my deg lah, what else?!)
6) Get my umpire cert & stay relevant to become an INTERNATIONAL FAMOUS UMPIRE.
7) Upgrade myself to become a certified trainer.
8) Grab every opportunity to conduct workshops.
9) Let the MONEY roll in!!
(yeah, baby.. COME COME..)
10)Keep a healthy lifestyle.

Hey! u saw this?
Yes, YOU!!
The most impt and achievable of my list is #10. =)

So let's all TRY to sleep earlier, EARN MORE MONEY, exercise more, eat lesser of oily & fried food, rest ur eyes aft every 30 min usuage of com, EARN MORE MONEY, eat more veg & fruit, use more of dat i-touch-u-u-touch-me massage gadget and EARN MORE MONEY.. yeah!

Let's leap into another prosperous year of success, happiness, good health and MORE MONEY..

-YUMmmMmm SENG-

Goodbye, 2007..

HELLO, 2008!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE.. =D

2007-12-27T10:55:00.000+08:00

Ok.. A (not so short) summary of the past 3 days..

24 Dec 2007 Mon
CHRISTMAS EVE
Stayed over @ C's plc wif T and K. We played PS2 and Bridge till 6am. Zombie-alike the next morn, coz i gotta leave at 10am for my busy xmas schedule..

25 Dec 2007 Tues
CHRISTMAS DAY
Went to a mini party of B* church frens, quite nice pple there plus FREE FOOD.. I mean, dat's the most IMPT, rite? There's pizza, KFC, fishballs, curry puffs, fruit cupcakes etc etc.. Nway, I seemed to be at some matchmaking cum social gathering coz I juz stood there (wif my plate of food) & pple started coming over to chat wif u, one aft another..

"hello, is it ur 1st time here?"
"u looked young, how old r u?"
"hey, nice hair style, where did u cut it?"
"ohh.. so r u still studying?"
"Hi.. u looked like someone who's into arts.."

Ya, tell me something new..

Nway, headed to aunty serena's plc for family gathering.. Nth much to eat there coz their main attraction is sushi & for those who KNOWS me.. Sushi is like poison to me lah.. haha.. so flushed down a little b.hoon & honey-baked ham plus my aunt's signature fruit punch.. Den wenta the room to watch them play MJ.. Played 2 games for aunty serena as she went out to serve the ice-cream log cake.. So STRESS to play wif all the experts, luckily they were quite tolerating wif my speed (which I swear was quite fast alr, coz even my cousins said I looked so professional la) & endless ques.. haha.. Both rounds, I almost won wif my "pong pong hu" la.. too bad, experts r still experts.. I lost in d end.. Nvm, it's a lesson learnt at the expense of aunty serena's acc.. LOLX.. Back to C's plc for dinner which I gladly let them cooked as I was really exhausted frm my lack of slp and packed programmes.

Ok, Show u all some of my gifts..
Adidas watch.. =D

A hand-made calender & a nice Mickey Mouse chain in "Drypers" package.. Lolx..

~Thanks for the hand-made calender so nicely done~

26 Dec 2007 Wed
Went for my umpire test today. Ya, u can call me a perfectionist.. I checked my ans sheet so many times coz I wanted to get full marks.. Lolx.. Ya, I noe!!

*rolled eyes*

I alr admit tat I am a perfectionist, rite? =P

27 Dec 2007 Thurs
Ok.. Got this somewhere.. It's suppose to describe me.. Well, quite accurate in certain sense for certain things; thou a small part, I believe, is so not me.. So read dat and comments r welcome.. =)

The Rat is charming and humourous, honest and meticulous. Although they can give good advice, they cannot necessarily decide for themselves. May be power hungry, petty or greedy, Bright, sociable and highly ambitious. A true opportunist to reach the target. Passionate and good to her lover. Yet likes to spend lavishly.

The charm of the Rat personality is as universally known and loved as the Walt Disney character, Mickey Mouse. He could be forthright and honest but in such a disarming manner that you find yourself at a disadvantage.

Remarkably easy to get along with, hard working and thrifty, he will be generous only to those he is inordinately fond of, so if you get an expensive gift from him, you should certainly rate yourself high in his esteem. However, in spite of his penny-pinching ways, he will never be found wanting for admirers as he emits such fantastic appeal.

The Rat likes: bargains, Negotiation, Winning, Trust and spending.
The Rat dislike: Boredom, Timetable, Poverty, Loneliness and Reprimands.

2007-12-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

17 Dec 2007 Mon
Shopping @ Orchard again!! This time is wif T.. We were so bored that we went to find yunlu and she FORCED us to fill in a form & zapped our ID.. Lolx.. den we went in for the "interview" and crapped abt everything.. She got no jobs for us but still wanna act pro.. Wahaha... Nway, continued wif our shopping but din see anything I really like till the end of the day.. And we each bought a blazer from this shop - same brand, same design, same SIZE (OMG la) but diff colour.. Lolx..

My yummy lunch.. dun be jealous, k? hehe..

18 Dec 2007 Tue
Ok.. Parents r officially overseas and they left the car to dat b*stard.. Damn.. When is my life gonna get beta?!! Argh!! Nway, no parents ard = no dinner at home.. So I turned into Chef Wind and dished up my own delicious dinner.. I have pic as proof, ok?

Added spagetti into my sauce..

Added the stirred-fried garlic chicken chunks prepared earlier in..

There.. Wind's fabulous home-cooked Cheese & Herbs Creamy Chicken Spagetti..
Please call 1800-WINDPASTA to place ur orders now! Impt: ONLY for gourmet who knows how to appreciate fine food.. Ok, dat's all, folk.. Good nite..

2007-12-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

14 Dec 2007 Fri
Went for my dermasonic face therapy to remove my dead skin today.. Haha.. Since they were dead, can't they juz get rid of themselves? So ma fan, have to make me go tru all the hassle of getting myself "electrify" or "ion-ise".. Whatever that is called.. Umpiring class at nite.. Today's class was much more interesting, with another trainer who kept testing our knowledge.. And I was like his assistance like tat coz whatever ques he asked, I wld reply and quote the laws from the booklet.. Lolx.. So fun.. And GREAT JOB, tang!! Coz u finally paid attention in class.. Lolx..

15 Dec 2007 Sat
Hair cut today.. Finally managed to get hold of my hairstylist after 9106717 yrs!!!Lolx.. Nway,love my new hair style, makes me looked so neat & clean.. hehe.. Ok, not syaing I wasn't neat & clean b4, I mean, a hair cut simply made me looked NEATER & CLEANER.. haha.. Shopping @ Orchard wif MS PEGGY aft tat.. Lolx.. Opps.. Can't change the way I named u in my blog sia.. coz it's juz so comical to see MS PEGGY apearing in my blog.. WAHAHAHA...

16 Dec 2007 Sun
Went to watch T's match in the morn, bf/lunch on the house by the organiser and T's team got in top4, so got a little bit of cash incentive.. ~Thanks for the cake treat.. It was yummy.. But next time I'll eat the whole slice & u can eat waffle biscuit bought from supermarket, k? REALLY.. I swear it will taste the same..~ MUAHAHAHA... Nway, kinda tired.. So headed home aft tat..

2007-12-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

10 Dec 2007 Mon
Watched a nice and romantic comedy, 2 Days in Paris. Indulged in a 90 min full body massage therapy with scrub and steam bath after that.. Btw, it's FOC.. Everyone, pls dun be jealous, k? MUAHAHAHAHA...

~Thanks for being so sweet to wait for me & even bought food and Snapple for me to eat aft my massage~

11 Dec 2007 Tues
Attended farewell dinner at Pu Tien Resturant wif TT team organised by the J1. Went PS to chill out in Starbucks aft that and home we went. Had fun coz it was quite some time since I saw the teams during the tournaments' period.

12 Dec 2007 Wed
Went to play TT in sch, so many pple turned up and it was great to see all of them improving. Showered and dinner-ed, den went for our umpire course. We were 8 min late, but oh god, mb we sld be even later coz the beginning part was so draggy dat we almost fell aslp.. lolx.. Nway, I was in class for more than 20 min, then i realised that the gal sitting at the next table beside me was my sec team-mate.. OMG la!!! And Tang, STOP PLAYING GAMES IN CLASS.. PAY ATTENTION LAH.. MUAHAHAHA..

13 Dec 2007 Thurs
Went sch to view my scripts, kinda upset, but shall not elaborate here.. For pple who r close to me, u prob noe what it is.. Nway, went K's hse to play mahjong.. We finished playing one full round and I think i lost abt 2+, den we had dinner and we started another round.. I think my luck started to get real good and at the "nan" round, I "tiao zhen" abt 4 times. Not only dat, there was this round that I "gang" twice and "kar" once and den win the game.. lolx.. all of them was like "DOTS"... Nway, in the end I won a bit.. Took train to HG, den T suddenly need to pee urgently.. Asked her go toilet @ MRT station, she insisted to go CC one despite me saying it sld be closed.. So ORH BI GUD la, coz as what I said, it was locked.. haha.. and I was so bad.. I asked her to pee behind the bush and offer to buy drinks for her aft she refused.. LOL.. We walked to the park and for the last 50m to the toilet, she was pratically running la.. And I have to asked her to slow down.. No, not coz i scared she will fall down.. Is coz she run so fast HOW I take picture of her unglam look?? MUAHAHAHA... Took a few nice backview and I even made her pose in frt of the toilet b4 she can go pee.. LOL... Walked home aft tat.. ~So sad that u din win in the end, if not, it'll be DOUBLE HAPPINESS.. But I had fun, laughing so much.. -winks- ~

2007-12-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

08 Dec 2007 Sat
SHOPPING DAY~!!!
So shiok.. today shopped & try clothes till we forgot that we r hungry.. Tang bought so many apparal lah and she made me carry for her.. DOTS~!!!
Nway, I finally got my new pair of sneakers and got myself a Adidas polo tee too.. I am so satisfied wif my shopping trip.. hehe..

09 Dec 2007 Sun
Went Mich's plc to play mahjong.. We started frm 3+ and only finish one full round at 8pm.. lolx.. so long la.. At 1st, I was losing like real badly lah.. Lose till my drawer is empty and we have to add more chips to the original base.. Luckily, in the last round, I 'tiao zhen' for a few times and win BIG BIG, so get back my losses.. WHEW.. and i think it's the 1st time this yr i really win $$ during MJ session.. lolx.. YEAH!!! Went MS PEGGY's hse for dinner (opps.. hope she dun mind me calling her that).. and she best lor, ganged up wif Tang to suan me.. haiz.. GALS!!! -shakes head-

2007-12-02T17:30:00.000+08:00

So tired.. Juz came back from V's bday chalet.. It was kinda last min thingy for us.. MissK bday party was oso yest, but coz TQ duno MissK, so we went for V's party instead.. Nway, the world is so small la.. Yest a grp of pple was walking to another bunglow chalet and I noticed 1 person wearing NY pe shirt.. Lolx.. Den this afternoon as we were walking to main reception to wait for our cab, a car stopped in frt of us and the driver said something. V tot the driver wanted to ask her something, but then aft a while, I realised tat the driver was trying to say "Melissa" coz i saw this gal waving excitedly at the back seat.. lolx.. ok.. dat's all for now.. I am going to rest le.. Update again..

Ok.. gd nite, everyone..

2007-11-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

Oh.. my 3 days of celebration has officially come to an end.. -sob sob- I've no choice but to accept that I AM FINALLY ONE MORE YEAR OLDER... muahahahaha...

Thanks to all who had made my bday this yr a memorable one.. Special thanks to YOU (you noe who u r).

Oh.. Look at what's on top of d pillow.. It's d COOKIE TIN dat fell onto my head!! -OUCH-
lolx..

Nway, I attended a gathering wif my JC clique on the nite of my bday.. Lolx.. Lotsa memories.. Thou all of us seemed to drift slightly apart aft so many yrs, everyone still look pretty much the same, still as crappy when gather.. lolx.. It's nice to get updates of each other's lives.. See u guys soon.. =)

Oh ya, thanks to MS PEGGY for accompanying me to get my phone d other day..And let's go shopping for my sneakers soon.. muahaha.. ;p

And everybody, pls STOP whatever u r doing now..

ONE min of silence for my 'deceased' line..

Thank you v much..
Now say 'hello' to my new line..

--hello--

hehe.. Thank you once again..
Ok, carry on wif whatever u r doing.. ;-p

2007-11-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! My whole body is aching!!! All because I went to play TT yest.. It's been yrs since I last exercised.. Gosh.. AGE is really catching up.. LOLX... Considering tat my BIRTHDAY is coming in 4 days time.. Ok, time to start COUNTING DOWN!!!

wahahaha.. Nway, mahjong-ed at K's hse today, was suppose to attend a graduation play of some acting students, but we were losing abit of $$ plus my body-aching was kinda serious, so decided to juz stay to continue playing.. GOSH!! den C unintentionally won a game wif 5 'tai', 'zhi mo' somemore.. DOTS.. her one win alr gain back all her loss & made me lose even MORE!!! lolx.. in d end, I lost quite abit..

~THANKS for sharing the burden wif me, I really din mean it when I said u din throw d tiles dat I wan.. sorry if I made u feel bad.. u r really sweet thou.. Appreciate whatever u've done for me.. mUacKz~

And good news, I'm prob gonna get my new phone this weekend.. Yeah.. Juz have to make arrangement wif MS PEGGY.. lolx.. & hopefully d new promo will be more attractive.. MS PEGGY!!! WHERE R U??? muahahahahaha...

2007-11-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

Ok, time to update abit for my blog..
Went for my audition the other day, hopefully I can get a role.. So pray for me, everyone.. =)
Been bz shopping for my phone these few days, so excited.. Finally changing a new HP after so long.. Nway, found a few nice models on promotion, so shall decide on one & see when to get it.. den will have to inf "MS PEGGY" coz she's my sponsor.. wahaha.. =P

Went CP today to return some books and shopped ard.. And I was so tired dat I act fell aslp at KFC!!!

Look this is the sneakers i'm wearing
Can someone please fulfil my wish no. 3?

OMG!!! Who ate up all my choco baby??? Give me a new tube, pls.. =p

2007-11-07T13:45:00.000+08:00

Ok.. Finally done with my proposal project..
I went to sch the other day to view my past graded assignments & was kinda upset tat one of my prev module which was suppose to be a High Distinction was marked down by 4marks by the moderator to only a Distinction.. Argh!! Nvm.. I shall strive to do better for my remaining modules.. I just hope that I get the grades I deserved & not kena sabotage by some biased pple.. For nw I can relax abit & enjoy my bday in PEACE 1st..
Ok, for all my friends and any well-wisher, MY BDAY is coming!! I'm going to update this post with a short wish/want list.. hehe.. PLS MAKE MY DAY HAPPIER.. =P Muahaha.. Ok.. here goes..

My Birthday List
1) A LAPTOP
2) A mobile phone
3) Sneakers
4) Slippers
5) Watch
6) Shades
7) New spec
8) Sports attire (polo-shirt and running shorts)
9) Ear rings
10) Other accessories
(chains/necklace/wrist band etc)

Footnote: The top 2 on the list are items I would v much appreciated to anyone who can grant me.. =D
For item 1, partial sponsor is welcome.. Pls donate kindly to Wind's Laptop Fund.. hehe..
For item 2, I'm v easily contented so no nid to be the latest model, juz 1 dat can call/sms/tk pic/bluetooth.
For item 3-8, book an appointment with me to go shop tgt, k? =P
Fot item 9, a fren booked this item many mths ago when my ear ring was lost, but I wonder if she'll still rmb? So anyone who wanna get this for me is welcome too.. =)

2007-10-30T08:55:00.000+08:00

I woke up in d middle of d nite again..
So bored.. Played some games and chanced upon this edited version of “千里之外”to “欠我十块”.. DAMN FUNNY la.. Check it out, pple.. LOLX..

2007-10-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

Do pple start behaving like kids after certain age?

Based on my own knowledge & experience, the ans wld be YES (wif diff age limit for diff pple).. Dat wld explain the childish behaviour of my dad recently. He started to be unhappy over EVERY LITTLE THING, picking a quarrel & fight like his life depends strongly on them..

Gosh!! u sld see the way he behaved just now.. All over a bowl that wasn't brought into the kitchen IMMEDIATELY when a few min wldn't affect anything at all.. Well, it's ok.. for that 15 min or so (coz the show was ending soon), I was watching tv while he was watching ME!! lolx.. den when it was juz 3min b4 the show end, he shouted & threatened me to bring the bowl in.. Ok lor.. I had watched enough anyway, so I shall be nice & give in for 3 min, BUT I really pity him.. He MISSED watching 15min of show juz to get angry over something that is so minor, & to think even a step deeper, it's not juz the time we r talking abt here.. It's the ENJOYMENT..

Well, all I can say is that this wld be a gd example on how a person's happiness is actually a CHOICE, in another word, HE HAD CHOSEN HIS UNHAPPINESS.. It's not that I wanna defy him, but I'm not a 10yrs old kid where he still can order me ard coz I may not be able to think for myself.. I'm a well-developed young adult & played my part as a mature & civilised person by informing him nicely that I'll bring the bowl in later. If he still wanna be unreasonable & act like a spoilt kid, den I shall let him continue wif his childish actions since I'm not in a position to stop him.

Enough said abt this small incident. Before I make a closure, I really have to comment this: no wonder dat bastard* in the hse behaved the way IT behaved.

In psychological terms, we call it modelling.
In layman's term, we'll say: Like father, like son.

2007-10-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

haha.. I did something for the FIRST TIME today..

I brought doudou for a walk.. haha.. dat doudou ar, so notty.. Kept wanting to cross d road to play at d opp side.. I stopped her at d traffic light, den she juz stood there staring at d opp side.. haha.. So in d end, I let her go over..

GOSH!! & she led me to go ONE BIG ROUND.. Refusing to go back so soon, coz I think she seldom get to go these places, so wanna play more b4 going back..

Aiks... I got my exercise finally... thanks to her..

But come to think of it, mb I sld do this more often.. It seemed to wrk beta than getting ** to exercise wif me.. HOR?? lolx..

2007-10-01T08:20:00.001+08:00

First & foremost, wishing everybody a
HAPPY CHILDREN DAY~!!
Coz I strongly believe there's a 'child' in every person's heart, regardless of ur age.. hehe..
And if u dun agree, den I'm so sorry, I think ur 'child' part was given to me by mistake.. wahaha..
**throw XX at you** NA.. return to u.. bleah! =PppP

oK.. If u r looking at d timing of this entry & asking - "why d heck r u blogging at such hrs when u can slp longer than pple who gotta go sch/wrk?"

Well, coz I was awake since 3+.. Blame it on this show - Lie With Me .. Watched it yest, I swear I din noe it WORKED LIKE PORN!!! wahaha... And if it's not d movie, den I think it MUST be TQ's fault.. She pushed my head to bang d wall yest.. I have witness.. Mich was there too.. And all these happened becoz ... erm... becoz of.. *ahem* ... A PORN-CORN!!
Erm..I mean POP-PORN.. aiks.. PORN-PORN..

Ehh.. OPPS!! haha.. I mean:
SHE PUSHED ME COZ OF A P-O-P-C-O-R-N..

Ah ha!! I got it rite.. finally.. -whew-
wahAhahahAhaha.. ok.. I can't stop laughing..

**catching breath**

Nway, breakfast-ed @ Mac & here I am, BLOGGING down my life.. lolx.. Ok, dat's abt all I can think of for now.. Update again.. Stay tune.. =D

2007-09-29T12:30:00.000+08:00

25 Sep 2007
Breakfast @ Mac, brought my Sudoku game console down & TQ kept snatching it away frm me.. Rrrr.. Well, I taught her how to analyse, but dat LAZY ASS!! Kept wanting to guess.. DOTS.. wahaha.. Went back to change & went PS to catch a psychological triller, Joshua .. TQ din even noe tat the movie was a triller.. lolx.. watch half-way den she realise.. so she started to cover her eyes.. DOTS.. Nway, the show was quite nice.. Went for dinner & shopped ard, den S came, so TQ went hm 1st.. Sat @Mac for a drink & chat b4 going home..

28 Sep 2007
OMG!! I've a CONFESSION to make..

I AM AN ADDICT!! DAMN!!!

I'm so addicted to WATHCING MOVIES ONLINE!!

lolx.. YH gave me a link few weeks ago, but I was so bz wif my wrk that I did not went in till a few days ago.. & oh gosh!! Within these 2 days, I watched 3 movies.. Let me think.. I watched 1408, Ratatouille & Mr Bean's Holiday .. And I juz finish wathcing Rush Hour 3 !! Oh gosh.. lolx.. this is so fun.. =P

2007-09-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

Went to catch the comedy I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry at AMK Hub today.. Damn hilarious lah.. But also v heart-warming to see how 2 pple actually learn abt what is call family by putting aside selfish agendas & stick tgt to help one another.. u will also get to see the saddening reality in society where the miniorities are being bullied and marginalised by pple who think they are more superior & have the rights to judge & discriminate others. Yet many a times, the same grp of pple fail to realise how childish their actions were & only when they are forced to be in a situation whereby they were the minorities then will they understand the pain & sufferings of the oppressed grp. Many lessons can be drawn from this light-hearted comedy, but I want to rest le.. So I shall encourage u pple to catch it urself.. & pls do so wif an open mind & of coz really laugh it out.. =D Oh ya,rmb.. Dun lie coz a lie is like a 'ling'.. it's a circle.. it's never ending.. wahaha.. And get ur 'ling' ready if u wanna get married.. lolx.. Watch the show & u get what I mean.. =P

2007-09-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

OMG.. My blog is so lifeless.. Coz I was so busy for the past 2 weeks.. And I think my life will continue to be busy busy busy, wif so many datelines comeing up.. Lolx.. Alrite.. Shall blog abit since frens were complaining abt my blog alr.. lolx..

oK, juz some quick updates..
Something happened in d family.. Dat bastard created trouble again, but this time round, I made my point.. Loud & clear.. Wif d hlp of law enforcers.. If 'it' dare to be a nuisance again, I'll be the 1st to make sure 'it' get what 'it' should deserved, long time ago..

I can't wait to move out of this house..

Ok, on a lighter note, I got a new hair cut.. Hehe.. I love it.. =P

That's abt all.. Nway, bday coming in 2 mths time.. Excited.. Will come up wif my bday list soon.. For pple who r close to me, u prob roughly noe what I wan le.. ;-P

2007-08-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

Ok.. I know I din blog for almost 2 weeks le.. Erm.. Partly coz I was busy rushing my wrk for the past few days & also coz I was abit lazy to blog when I had dat free time.. lolx.. Ok.. some quick updates on selected days..

22 Aug 2007 Wed
Went CP to get some books for my asg, den went KFC to find my frens.. Basically I was like a 'mama-san', going frm table to table to chat wif pple.. Lolx.. Ok.. Say till like KFC is some pub or club like dat.. wahaha.. Abit exaggerated, juz dat I got 2 grp of frens sitting at tables located at oppisite ends.. So ya, have to 'exercise' abit to socialise.. lolx.. Nway, walked to somewhere else & had our "AGM".. lolx.. Coz all of us sat at this pavilion in two rows facing one another wif a large table between us.. See.. Setting alr like in meeting le lah.. Somemore, Pat was like saying wan to hav a chalet.. So we asked her to send a copy of her proposal to each of us.. wahaha.. So funny lah.. Went hm ard 11pm, den was chatting online & suddenly Jo & Pat suggested to meet @ Mac for breakfast.. OMG.. Went down at 4am juz to have BF wif them.. wahaha.. Dead tired..

23 Aug 2007 Thurs
Dinner-ed & studied wif TQ at Mac.. Then this manager went ard telling pple not to study there.. DOTS.. & I told him that my frens are reaching soon, but he still insisted tat we cannot study there.. So told this to Jet & Jo when they came.. Den when I acc Jo to order her food, she went to speak to dat manager & req him to apologise to me.. And he did.. lolx.. Pat came to join us later..

27 Aug 2007 Mon
So fed up wif my printer lah.. Everytime when I nid it, it always gives me prob.. Sianx.. Then my com oso "mad" liao.. Suddenly so slow, den can only see my last doc, dun let me open any other programmes or folders.. Diao.. I was so scared that it'll crashed & there goes all my asg & information.. Luckily after a LONG time, it finally became normal again.. Phew! Nway, TQ acc me to sch, den went to eat dinner b4 going to CQ to find YL @her wrk plc.. Took bus hm tgt.. YAY!! FINALLY SETTLED MY ASG for this mth!!

28 Aug 2007 Tues
Went Mac for breakfast, then stayed there the whole day to study & play.. Lolx.. I think I am a very good entertainer.. TQ, u sure agree to this.. Wahaha.. We like laughed non-stop la.. Ok, pple.. wait for d pic to be UL another day & u can laugh at what I did too.. =P

Ok.. dat's all, folks.. Stay tune for my wonderful stories.. soon.. I hope..
And pls.. SOMEBODY, get me to EXERCISE!! Jio me to play sport.. I NEED TO STAY FIT & TRIM!! Coz I still wanna be pple's 'eye-candy'..(dat's what my fren said one..) wahaha.. =P

2007-08-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

13 Aug 2007 Mon
Met up wif Cecila to catch Perfect Stranger.. Lolx.. Movie time was 7.40pm, but we went in like 10 min later? Haha.. Paisei..Coz I was late.. =X Missed d front part.. But overall, 2 THUMBS UP for this show.. Super nice, dun mind buying the DVD for keeps.. =) Went to grab a bite coz I was hungry, den went to chill out at IndoChine.. Initailly suppose to get some drinks, but in d end, d banana split juz tempted me more.. & YES~!! I DID IT.. I ate it all up.. wahaha.. Almost missed my last train hm, but managed to get hm safe & sound.. hee..

14 Aug 2007 Tues
Another movie day!! Kinda last min again.. Went town to watch a classic flim, The Paino Tuner of Earthquakes wif Y. This show was the winner of the Locarno International Film Festival 2005. Haha.. But I wun recommend it to u guys unless u r really into artistic films & knows how to appreciate them.. Coz I personally witnessed 2 couples leaving d cinema in less than 1 hr aft d show started & nv came back!! Halfway into the show, I took a look ard d threatre, 3 out of 4 of the pple in d last row was slping.. Lolx.. Can u imagine d situation then? wahaha.. Nway, joined some frens at C&C aft tat.

15 Aug 2007 Wed
I'm seriously adopting this quote for now: A MOVIE A DAY KEEPS THE DOC AWAY.. Lolx.. 3rd movie in 3 days.. Hehe.. Went to watch Secret wif TQ @ AMK today. I liked d way d story was unfold, thou I was sort of able to guess the twist of it b4 it was shown, d movie still gave me a surprisingly wonderful feeling esp d romance between d 2 leads.. Haha.. And d piano playing scenes was breath-taking la.. Made me really wished dat I am dat talented in playing piano.. lolx.. Nvm.. Lk wat TQ said, my talents r shown in many other areas, so dun nid to steal d limelight of Jay la.. wahaha... =P

2007-08-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

09 Aug 2007 Thurs
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SG!!

Yummy! I made this myself.. Pro ma? The meat patty was hand-made, not purchased off d shelves one hor..

11 Aug 2007 Sat
Met up wif TQ to go ECP for Kia Seng's chalet.. I was having serious intermittent stomachache on d bus & I kept distracting myself using all the MST I knew.. Lolx.. And they worked.. Well.. Erm.. Sort of.. Practically "brisk-walked" gracefully to d nearest toilet once we alighted.. Lolx.. Poor TQ had a difficult time trying to catch up that in d end she gave up matching my pace.. lolx.. Funny eh..coz she got longer legs than me, supposedly to take lesser effort to cover d same dist (like 2 of her steps = 3 of my steps ???). Haha.. Nway, d buffet dinner was delicious.. esp d prawns.. Ohh.. Yummy.. Big, fat & juicy.. -slurps- Mich's dad fetched us hm aft tat..

12 Aug 2007 Sun
Went for dinner wif TQ, den met up wif some frens to chat at void deck..

My virgin WHATEVER !!! lolx.. Guess what it was?

GREEN TEA.. -_-"

2007-08-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

Today's my Retail Therapy appointment again.. Hehe.. Met up wif TQ, den went Suntec for lunch & shopped ard.. Nth much caught my eyes, so we changed target & invaded M.Sq instead.. Lolx.. shopped at my fave outlet & got myself a pair of jeans.. Yeah! Aft dat, went to find a plc to rest & snacked, den went to meet Jet & Taze to continue shopping at PS.. wahaha.. Crazy shopping day!! Bought a pair of formal pants b4 calling it a day.. keke.. Headed hm wif TQ coz she can't stay out too late.. lolx.. See I so good.. bleah! My reward for my "personal Maria" tru-out my whole Retail Therapy Process.. -winkz-

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2007-08-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

Went town to watch "Alone" wif Pat, BT & Eunice.. Haha.. The show's quite ok la, but I kept yawning at d frt part coz kinda draggy.. Nway, today is Pat's bday.. So HAPPY BDAY, gal.. =)

Ok.. BT & Eunice went off aft d show, so left Pat & me.. Dined @ThaiExpress.. Den went to d arcade.. It'd been ages since I last went into an arcade.. Brought back lotsa memories.. Played some games which I saw b4 last time, but 1st time playing.. Lolx.. Quite fun.. hee.. Met up wif Jet & frens aft tat to chill out @ Cartel.. Haha.. Den hm we went.. =P

2007-08-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

hey, pple.. Been quite lazy to blog 4d past few days.. So blogging d whole week at one go now.. lolx..
Ok, here goes..

01 Aug 2007
Yes.. I finally got down to clean & replace my bookshelf wif books/files which r more related to my coz of studies.. Now it looked so neat.. hehe..

02 Aug 2007
Went to catch d movie 'Disturbia' wif YH today.. Haha.. & I got a surprise gift frm her aft tat.. We were shopping & looking at some stuffs when she said she wanna buy this 'mini solar monkey' thingy for her colleagues.. She was lk standing & staring at d 'monkeys' for so long while I was playing wif all those 'massaging toys'.. Eventually, she took 4 'monkeys' & proceeded to d counter.. & juz b4 we parted ways, she asked me to choose 1 & said it's for me to tk hm.. hehe.. Thanks, pal.. u r really a wonderful fren to have.. Nv fail to cheer me up.. =)

03 Aug 2007
TQ joined my parents for lunch today.. Lolx.. Surprisingly, my mum kept smiling at her.. wahaha.. Nway, it's another movie day for me! Went AMK Hub to catch 'Knocked Up' wif TQ, Tanny & Serhui.. TQ said Tanny asked her to reach at 5pm so tat she wun be late.. Lolx.. & guess wat? We reached there juz a few mins b4 d show started @ 6.30pm.. Cool eh? Nway, d show was damn funny wif so much vulgarities & sexual scenes dat I started to wonder is our strict board of censorship loosening up finally?! Which of coz is a good sign if it's true.. lolx.. Jessie & Yolanda joined us aft d movie & we were suppose to go this plc which served v nice western food for dinner.. Only prob is: nobody knows exactly where it is & how to go there!! Very diao, rite? lolx.. Finally made our way there.. Had fish & chips, so full la coz d serving 4d chips was so big!! Ok.. I really needa include exercise into my life soon!! Someone, anyone.. Pls.. Juz MOTIVATE me!! lolx..

04 Aug 2007
Lunched wif YH today, den chatted till 3+.. Thanks for making ur way to my area juz to acc me for lunch thou u lived quite far frm me.. =) Went hm to rest & was supposed to go running in d evening.. But I was so un-motivated tat in d end, juz "brisk-walked" to CP to shop.. lolx.. Had dinner den met up wif Jet & her frens to chit-chat abit b4 heading hm..

05 Aug 2007
TQ came over my plc to study while I rested & played games.. She suddenly got craving 4d honey chix chop sold @ d pasar malam, so we walked there to eat dat.. Sad to say, it was not half as nice as d one we had at d pasar malam in Tamp.. Nway, we went CS to shop & bought this thing which made me so happy.. Ok.. show u wat it is.. ^_-

And these R the little "froggies" which made me smile.. =P

2007-07-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

28 July 2007 Sat
Went NDP Preview 2007 wif YH today..
My virgin NDP.. It was really fun, to view d performances & fireworks real life..

Look at my NDP tattoos!!! Oh.. How much I love my country.. =P

Went C.Bar to chill out wif some frens after tat..

29 July 2007 Sun
Lunch date wif BT @ Country M. in Gardens. Had fun crapping abt our lives, but I've to comment d cust service there sux.. No standard one.. Haiz..
Nway, went town to meet TQ & grp to celebrate Charis's bday aft dat.. Went to buy Charis's cake wif TQ, den we went into S.G. by d side door to give her d surprise wif K.. Then I ate again.. The whole day I've been eating & eating only.. No wonder I felt so bloated when I reached hm.. Gosh.. Indigestion again.. =X

2007-07-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

Woah.. I'm so happy today!!
A fren of mine actually ordered Mac delivery to my hse when I told her I was hungry! So sweet & thoughtful of her.. Hee.. Then came d 2nd surprise.. A parcel delivered to my hse.. I mean I was informed beforehand tat there'll be some gifts delivered to me today, but I really din expect such a BIG box frm d postman! hee.. Thanks, gal.. U noe who u r.. =)

Went down to meet T for awhile b4 meeting my parents for dinner & shopped for some food in case I'm hungry ltr.. Oh ya..Pple, I'm going for NDP preview this Sat.. So excited.. MY FIRST TIME.. Ok, dun say I 'sua ku' or wat.. But usually I've other beta things to do ma.. bleah!

Nway, I'm really blessed to have so many frens ard me who truly care.. It's a bit saddening to think that some pple who were once so close to u couldn't even care for u lk a norm fren wld.. But, I guess there cld be a reason behind it too.. Well.. A big thank you to all who really care.. =)

2007-07-25T10:40:00.000+08:00

21 July 2007 Sat
Was feeling v down due to some reasons..
Really thankful to all my frens who had been there for me.. Be it physically accompanying me, tru MSN, occasional phone calls and sms.. Ur care & concern had been felt & greatly appreciated.. THANK YOU!!

Nway,went AMK Hub wif T today.. Wat else can I say except for: I AM REALLY GLAD THAT U R HERE FOR ME ALL THE WAY..

Talked abit on my past r/s.. Guess I was still pretty affected by them esp 1 particular long r/s which got me so hurt tat I think I may have repress d feelings even till today.. But aft d talk, I was feeling slightly beta.. At least, I was being honest to myself & it sort of explained certain behaviours too.. Not going to elaborate here, but ya.. Thanks,my fren.. =)

22 July 2007 Sun
RETAIL THERAPY~!!!
Went shopping wif T & Charis @ Bugis.. Then C went off to meet her bf at 5+, so left T & me.. Wanted to buy a watch, but kind of diff to find one tat I really like or suits me, so went to eat my fave b.hoon & chix wing instead.. After tat, went M.S. coz need to hlp her sis get a bag frm d Australian Fair coz today is d last day! But b4 dat, we went to my fave outlet & I finally got myself something.. hehe..

~~Was kinda surprised to receive a call frm u at nite.. But I was really glad tat we had dat talk.. I felt much much beta after dat.. Tears which had been dropping randomly at weird hours stopped flowing after dat talk & I knew frm dat moment on, I've moved on.. It will lead us nowhere if we continue pointing fingers at each other.. Perhaps we r nt suitable (lk wat u said), perhaps we din try hard enough (wat i think).. But all I can say is: THANK YOU.. For all d wonderful memories u've given me in this short period of time.. For giving me d opportunity to learn more abt myself & other valuable lessons coz I believe dat there's always something positive to bring back in any event, be it gd or bad.. & I wish u all d best in ur future endeavor.. =) ~~

24 July 2007 Tues
Went town to meet 2 frens - old frens which can be counted by yrs ever since my 1st serious r/s.. Got to noe them tru my 1st ex.. Then life moves on so fast tat counting back, it was almost 6 or 7 yrs.. & it's really great to be sitting down & talking abt our lives aft so long.. Nway,I guess this is one of d gd thing which turn out as a result of my recent break-up.. I learnt to appreciate my frens beta..

Nway, today, a fren juz came back frm KL.. I am so happy.. Thanks for being there for me when I was down.. It was really heart-warming to receive all d sms-es frm u even thou u were on a vacation.. It's nice to know someone care so much for me.. =)

2007-07-20T15:05:00.000+08:00

紧紧相依的心如何 Say goodbye

I'm going to analyse this simple statement from Gary's song, 背叛.
When it's translated to Eng, it means: How can 2 closely knitted & interdependent hearts say goodbye to each other?

Hmm..sounds unbelievable, but those of u who had been tru serious heartaches knew v clearly how common this situation can juz occur in any kind of r/s.. Well.. There r many possibilities why this may happen & today I’m juz going to briefly discuss some of them here.

To begin wif, let's question the idea of the 2 hearts being closely knitted & interdependent. As much as we wld love to believe tat this is the case for all serious r/s tat we went tru, the ques on to what extend this statement holds true is still largely debatable. When we 1st meet someone new, we do not have access to much info until we started talking to them. Therefore, one of the earliest cues that we used to assess the individuals in front of us wld be frm their physical appearance, nonverbal communication & overt behaviour. In layman's terms, it simply means that one can be attracted to another due to d good impression formed. Then the r/s is brought to another lvl as these 2 beings started to communicate more. Things like common interests/beliefs, benefits etc will be explored and judged based on one's background and value systems. And this is the stage where many pple will be confused wif the limited info gained. Many wld assume tat the other party suits them coz of certain common topics and perhaps they were further impressed by the person's style, personality etc. And a common mistake made at this stage is the tendency to ask for a status or committment. This is a complicating issue as many pple r in fact asking for more than what they can handle or getting into a situation which they have no idea what it's like. To prevent my blog frm becoming more like a doctoral thesis, I shall summarise this para now. What appeared to be strong in a r/s cld be juz an illusion formed based on one's self-fulfilling prophecies, therefore if d idea that 2 hearts r closely knitted & interdependent in a r/s may nt even be true in d 1st plc, den saying goodbye after one or both parties realise this pt sldn't be a diff task afterall, isn't it?

Next, let's assume that tis statement tat d 2 hearts r closely knitted & interdependent is true. What r some reasons then that allow this strong connection to be broken w/o much warning? Well, my point of view is that things dun happened w/o warning. There r always signs telling us tat something is nt rite, thou nt all these will be clear to us as sometimes they cld be too subtle or sometimes we r too blinded to see them. Nway, back to d point on what r some reasons which d abv may happen, I think it has a strong link to a person's personality & background. For example, a person may be someone who's too strong in character to accept criticism or feedbacks and when they felt that they were being critised, they internalise these comments & focus on d negative parts, leading to a conclusion tat d person who offered these feedbacks do not understand them. Another e.g., a person may not be equip wif d necessary skills to cope wif d demands of a r/s due to his/her background, mb not being exposed or exp in such matter, perhaps it's d fear arising frm past failed r/s, or simply tat they do not dare to love too much for fear of getting hurt. Hence, a r/s may juz break down coz of one or both parties not being able to handle their own emotions which is strongly related to their personalities & background.

In summary, 2 closely knitted & interdependent hearts can say goodbye to each other for far too many reasons. Some of them discussed in tis entry are d possibility tat d abv statement is juz an illusion formed based on one’s self-fulfilling prophecies. And even if d statement is true, there r many factors tat play a part in d breaking down of a r/s, for example, a person’s inability to handle their own emotions due to their personalities & background. Other issues which I wld lk to explore, but did not due to time/words constraint is d idea of insecurity & self-awareness. Well, I will talk more abt them when I feel like it. Nway, to all who have been following my blog, I’m officially single again. The availability part will come later. For now, expanding & getting back my social network is far more impt. And I need time to really reflect on my life if I want it to be fruitful. Plus I think I’ve enough frm pple who r nt compatible to me based on our intellectual & emotional lvl, so ya, I dun wanna get involve so soon w/o making sure of what I’m getting myself into. I really need someone who can connect wif me both intellectually and emotionally. So maturity is definitely a must when it comes to my choice of partner. Ok.. enough said. The end.

2007-07-20T08:05:00.001+08:00

背叛

雨不停落下来
花怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀

爱只剩下无奈
我一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何
Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

心有一句感慨
我还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在

2007-07-10T01:50:00.000+08:00

07 July 2007 Sat
1st visit to toca me bar..
Hmm..gd ambience, I must comment..
But plc is kinda small wif little entertainment..
Coz there's no pool table, no ktv, no cards/dices..
A gd plc for pple to chill out..
Juz drinking and chatting..
Ya.. u get d pic.. =X

Nway, got free chix wings - complimentary frm d next table's guy.. He was super friendly wif us d moment we stepped in & settled down in our sofa seats.. & I muz say he loves to talk, man.. Talked & talked non-stop.. Wld be a great entertainment to me, if only he'd spoken my language, but he talked mostly in canto & thai, which only Jo und, while d rest of us were lk either spending 90% of d time guessing, if nt, we were juz simply nt interested in his talk after awhile.. Towards d end of d nite, everyone suddenly got super-emo.. It's amazing what alcohol can do to u.. Repressed feelings were unfold.. Tears were shed.. But not by me.. Lolx.. I'm super stable & sober la.. =P

Ok, cab-bed down to ECP to YL's chalet.. There,I drank orange juice lk my life depends on them.. Dun ask me why.. Mb after tasting beer d whole nite, orange juice seemed so heavenly for me.. hee..ate a donut too.. Then we played a few round of card, watched some old show & eventually fell aslp, wif me complaining abt my hunger, as usual.. =P

~Pls tk care of urself, my fren.. Stop smoking & drink lesser.. Dun let pple who care for u worried..~

08 July 2007 Sun
Yay!! The day tat u r back..
Words can't describe my joy to have u back by my side.. Coz d feelings were just so overwhelming, but ur frens were there & it's a public plc afterall.. Even when we were left alone, I dun dare to be too expressive.. Coz I was afraid tat u'll feel uncomfortable.. Sometimes, I wish I can really read ur mind.. It's juz so torturing to see u so close yet so far.. u were cold, but I cldn't even give u d warmth u need.. So many ques popped up in my mind..
"Sld I or not?" >> "Do u want or not?" >> "Wld u mind or not?" >> Coz it's a public plc, u see..
& I've to keep stopping myself frm moving too close to u.. Hmm.. Nway, juz glad tat u r back..
Thanks for d gifts.. Love them dearly.. =P
~~Love d time spent alone wif u..~~

09 Jul 2007 Mon
Was suppose to do some sharing wif the class today..
Well, I'd been kinda bz for d past wk & oso wasn't feeling too well.. So din really have time to read & digest d article.. Nevertheless, I still manage to deliver a satisfying sharing session to d class.. Hee.. Whew.. Dat's juz so ME.. Ok, nw I'm left wif another 'last-min' challenge.. To complete my 2500 words essay by tmr..

Oh btw, pple.. Look at d time of this post..
IT ALREADY TMR!
& I'm still here blogging.. Gosh.. Ok.. Time to log out & concentrate.. Well..u all r so lucky.. To be having sweet dreams while I'm here slogging.. haha.. Ok, haven start yet.. Going to start slogging now.. So sweet dreams & JIA YOU to myself.. =D

2007-07-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

It's the durian season now.. Oh yeah.. ^_^
And dat's makes me really happy coz I love durians..
But I think I ate a little too much for d past few days tat I'm having diarrhoea today.. =(

Well, not only durians, i guess.. I've been taking loads of junk food like chocolates & cakes.. oOooo... So sinfully yUmMy.. coz my craving seemed to win d battle over my self-control each time.. Opps.. It's all my sweet tooth's fault.. =P

Nway, starting last nite, I kept feeling v bloated, den from time to time, seemed to have gastric discomfort.. So much so that I couldn't even slp.. =X So I took a tablet of the med bought by J last time and after a while, I finally felt slightly beta..
Then today, I had diarrhoea.. Haiz..
Went to d toilet 3 times alr, I hope I'm alrite now..
OHH!! PLS LET ME FEEL BETTER NOW!!

Nway, went shopping yest.. Din really intend to buy much coz short of cash, I guess..
Or rather, I need to save more now.. =X
In d end, I really din buy much except for a ear stud, which my frens all proclaimed that it suit me to a T..

So yea, was kinda v happy wif my small purchase..
And I guess that's ME.. I'm someone who's quite easily contented wif v small things.. And this is something my ex-es or frens who really noe me can testify against.. I can be v happy over v small things, for e.g., juz buy certain food for me to eat, and I'll be grinning from left to right like a little kid.. hehe.. =D

Oh ya, I suddenly feel lk typing out a mini "want list".. Maybe to make myself feel beta.. So here goes:

1) A new HP (Hmm..I want something budget yet gd.. mb SE W810i, N6288 or N5200.. Any comments?)
~~2) Jeans (to replace the one dat was stolen..)~~
3) Watch
4) Blazer/jacket
5) Shoes/sneakers
6) SB and lingerie (hehe..)
7) Shades
8) More tank top/tees/shirts etc..

Hmm..dat's abt all I can think of at the moment..
I mean, those tat r not v realistic at the moment, I'll refrain frm listing..
If not, the list will be nv-ending, isn't it? =P

~thanks for eveything u have given me..appreciate ur help and presence..~

2007-07-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

Stayed hm the whole day..Not having the best mood..
Mum seemed to have a way in spoiling my mood..
Wif all her selfish values and tots which she'd been trying to force me to adopt..
Well, lk wat i always say, u can have ur way of thinking, juz dun force everyone to think like u..
And I do see ur point, but when will u see mine?

Totally disgusted.. So went to my room and rested..
And guess what?
It totally slipped my mind that I'm suppose to have class today!! haha.. wat a joke.. It wasn't until M sms me to ask if my class ended that I realised I actually missed my lesson unintentionally!! OMG!!!

And when u r not in a gd mood, every small little thing suddenly start to get onto ur nerves..

I was frustrated with when I answered a call, but the person hang up on me.. =x
I was frustrated when I need to change my sim cards over coz one of the phone's batt almost went dead and I dun have the charger wif me.. =/
I was frustrated that I have to reset the time/date of the phones.. =\

Then I realised that I'm hungry AGAIN!!
Ok.. mb dat's part of the cause of my frustration.. lolx.. so I went to get some cereal to eat..
Now, back at my com.. Still hungry..
But feeling beta, i guess.. I hope so too..

Alrite, dat's abt all I can think of blogging at the moment.. Hmmm.. Sld I eat dat milk choco?

~~I'm sorry to have make u worried..but u managed to make me smile when we talked.. Counting down to the day I can see & hold u in my arms.. I miss u..~~

2007-07-01T14:50:00.000+08:00

28 June 2007 Thurs

I'll always rmb this day.. I had a photo shoot to attend and thus had abt 3 sets of clothings plus many accessories wif me.. Aft the shoot, I went to wait for M to pick me up.. Den we went NT for dinner and then head down to Play..

Although she wasn't feeling v well dat day, we did had fun and I saw many of my frens which made me happy too.. But wat happened at the end of the day was a total surprise to us..

When we get back to our car, we realised that the car was unlocked! And the next thing we know left us dumbfounded.. Someone had brk into our car and stolen all our valuables!! Damn it.. The police was called and we spent the next few hrs waiting for them to investigate and tk our statements.. Haiz.. wat a thing to happen juz 2 days b4 she fly off..

What I lost (estimated value) :
Ipod shuffle - $200 (it was a gift)
Nokia hp + M-card - $300
Shades & accessories (chains & ear rings) - $100+
My fave tight-fitting jeans plus a branded tanktop- $200
Formal wear (blouse, pants and heels) - $150
My fave jacket, tee & SB - $120
Fila gym bag - $50
My perfume - unknown - it was a gift & I cldn't find it anywhere.. =((
Sentimental value - priceless

There are some things money can't buy..
For everything else, there's Mastercard..
So I'm glad my Mastercard is still with me.. lolx..
OMG~!! I can still joke abt this.. Means I m still ok..
I hope..

However, i guess everything happens for a reason..
And I was really glad that both of us stayed strong throughout the whole incident..

~~Today is the 1st day tat u r so far away frm me since the day i noe u.. I'll keep to my promise to be gd while waiting for u to be back..
i love u, baby.. Pls dun doubt me no more..
mUackz.. Missing u deeply..~~

~to a special fren: thanks for being there for me tru my ups & downs..
ur every actions of care has been greatly felt & appreciated.. =) ~

2007-06-07T01:45:00.000+08:00

Wah.. Finally here to blog.. haha..
I know it had been ages.. Been busy ma..
Nway, added new song & changed skin..
Think it looked nicer now..
Hope u all like it too..
Ok, here's some updates..

03/06/07 Sun
Went Mich's hse wif Tang & Mar to study..
Went to meet my ex-coll for dinner @ T.B.P...
Ate paper steamboat.. Yummy!! But felt so bloated, coz I think I drank abit too much soup & water.. Lolx..
Did loads of catching up..
Then, took some pics outside b4 heading hm wif M..

04/06/07 Mon
Had so much fun shopping @M.S today.
YL & V came to meet us for dinner,
then MRT-ed home..

05/06/07 Tues
Went to facilitate the Amazing Race for BSS LTC..
Ran like a mad woman wif my grp of kids all ard SG..
OMG~!! It's the 1st time in my life running/walking such a long distance - I think at least 40+km..
SUPER TIRED~!!!
But my grp was fun & many wif gd leadership qualities.. Haha.. Showed that my job was well-done..
Nway, d world is kinda small.. 2 of the trainers for this events were frm the same sch as me..
Went Kovan to meet Tang, Mich x 2 (haha) & MrKim (their ex-coach) b4 heading hm..

06/06/07 Wed
Mich treated the team wif DONUTS from R.C.
Delicious.. Yummy.. Sweet.. haha.. Love them..
Played a bit, then went for dinner & class..
~u are the shiniest among all~

2007-05-21T21:25:00.001+08:00

What a BAD day~!!!

My slp was disturbed by a phone call frm a classmate, X..
Ok, I'm not exactly complaining abt this coz X called to arrange for me to get some things frm him..
So was supposed to go Place A to collect from him..

I was initially quite lucky to be able to catch my bus after doing this 100m dash to the bus stop.. BUT... the series of events that happened next were FAR from lucky..

1st, the bus driver alighted at a bus stop for quite some time, dat's when I realised that the driver of a car had honked him many times as her side mirror was scratched by the bus..
Ok, nvm.. I saw another bus behind, so I alighted & boarded it.. Thinking that I can be flexible enough to change my plan & go to the interchange to get some food to munch b4 I go there..

And guess what??
The engine of the 2nd bus stalled
b4 it could even reach the interchange!!
Nway,I alighted after it finally 'crawled" to a bus stop.. Bought 2 bottles of juice frm a supermarket & went to wait for d next bus..

Bus came and I was on my way to Place A when X called and tell me to meet him at Place B instead since he needs to accompany his team for their match there.. I'm alright wif d change since I was not able to reach Place A on the time we agreed on, so I asked for direction to Place B..

Now.. dat's the part that started to piss me..
X could only tell me the building's name..
No address or road name..
No idea what bus services reached there..
Kept telling me to take cab in..

Being someone who is resourceful, I tried my best to get to a point which is nearer to Place B, and coz I really have no idea where it is located even after asking 2 taxi drivers.. I called him up.. He was at Place B le, so he walked out & finally gave me a road name.. And I boarded a cab & luckily d driver was talking happily on d phone till he forgot to start the meter until abt 3 min later..
& there.. I finally reached Place B..

And then.. I can't help but get angry again..
I've told him to put everything in a carrier so that I can juz tk & go.. And he FORGOT..
Nvm... he asked me to use my own SD card,
actually it's fine wif me..
Coz I've expected that & had prepared my own..
BUT...
the ultimate part was the charger..
The plug was not a standard one & he actually think tat I'll carry a multi-plug everywhere juz to use that..
The point is: if he'd told me abt that plug thing, I wld have gladly bring one myself.. But HE DID NOT..
And he ASSUME I'm going to use it at my hse & thus
SHOULD have a multi-plug!!

Damn it.. How am I suppose to use a device that was
not charged at all and with a charger that cant be plug in unless I have an external plug?!!
And I rmb I'd told him that I'm not planning
to use it at my house!!
Another classmate, Y, was there too..
& he came to talked to me..
& then I juz got angrier..
Place B was actually quite assesible with many bus services at the other gate, not d one X asked me to come in from..
And all these trouble could be avoided if only X opened
his mouth to ask Y~!!! WTF~!!!

Rrrr...
Make me really wonder..
where r d common senses of some pple?
Can't they learn how to communicate more effectively
to save me and themselves all these trouble?

Haiz.. I juz felt that I rather X tell me he can't lend the thing to me than to do things half-heartedly & caused me so much resources/time/effort juz to get something tat cant wrk.. sianz..

2007-05-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

16/05/07 Wed
xiao qi gui & YL came over my place today..
haha..YL took a cab down & was 'over-charged' by $2
coz the driver think he v li hai & noe where's the plc
despite YL telling him that he need to u-turn earlier..
Nway, had fun challenging each other with my puzzle book..
Then have to change & go for class..
Home i went after that..

17/05/07 Thurs
Went to watch Tennis Open today..
Played a bit of tennis wif Mich & Charis..
C was so nervous lor, but no nid scared..
Coz she'd got a LUCKY CHARM from me..
wahaha.. and K is like so pro lor..
Run everywhere to hit d ball like his life depend on it..
lolx.. but overall, well played.. Jia you wor..

18/05/07 Fri
Went town today.. So fun coz we ate so many junk food..
Opps~!!!
Nway,went to Kazz's shop to take a look, den went for class..
Met up wif Kazz again to chat at some void deck/park..
Then home we went, coz she's feeling unwell too..
Pls take care & get well soon..

19/05/07 Sat
College Day~!!
YAY~!! The day that my effort & committment to the college's
TT team is appreciated with an elagant crystal-glass trophy~!!!
Attended the gals' meeting for the planning of TT Open..
Went to watch WJ & Mar play their matches at nite..
Then went for dinner..
Something unexpected happened..

The v min i hear the "cling" sound when the trophy fell to the ground, I was at loss.. my expression changed..
I looked stunned & depressed..
Tears was rushing to get out..
And I was trying so hard to control them..
Emotions ran wild inside me..
Each fighting and justifying their nature & cause..
The perfectionist side of me wanted so much to scream
and cry coz the cracks means it's not perfect anymore..
The rational side of me is telling me to CONTROL, for
the sake of the gals who were sitting across & ard me..
I hav many options then..
I can choose to remain upset..
I can choose to be angry wif other pple..
I can flare up and walk away etc...

But what I eventually did was surprising, even to myself..
Aft abt a min or so of stunned-look, i told myself: since it alr happened and we can't change the fact tat it had happened..
There muz be something positive that I can draw frm it..

Everything happens for a reason..
The cracks happened to let me see that things may not seem perfect, but I can see it as perfect...
YES i was upset that it cracked, but a trophy is juz a trophy..
If this trophy is going to make all of us unhappy,
then it has not served its meaning...
The effort and commitment tat i've put in to achieve this award can never been taken away frm me..
The joy and fun I had when i worked wif the team,
the things I taught them..
the sense of satisfactory when i see them applying what i taught... they are all there..
and they will always will be there..
No one can take them away frm me, unless i allow them to...
So ya, I'm not angry wif u..
Rmb what I told u..
It's only when u r able to laugh at urself
and wat had happen,
then u truly lived and learnt something...
Happiness can only be achieved
when u see the positive side of life..
And once u see it, no1 can take them away frm u..
unless u allow them to..
I laughed.. Have u?

2007-05-12T19:35:00.000+08:00

07/05/07 Mon
Attended a private movie preview for a French comedy, Priceless.. The show was hilarious, man.. Two thumbs up..
Can't stop laughing throughout the entire 2 hrs..
Speaking of which, the feeling of exclusiveness was so strong when u get to enjoy a movie,
w/o any commercials,
3 days before its actual screening,
in the comfort of a small private theatre,
with big comfortable leather seats,
which holds less than 50 pple..
Haha.. I am just so privileged.. =p
Met up with Kazz at Mac for some late night chatting aft that..
Home to zZzz at 1+ or was it 2?? lolx..
Nway, slept soundly, so nth else matters... ;-)

10/05/07 Thurs
Joined the gals for some cheering session,
brought back memories of my camp intructor days..
The campers, the intructors, the teachers, the cheers,
the campfire, the performances, the activities & games..
Oh man, those were the days... I MISSED THEM..
Nway, had a meeting for discussion of the proposal
for a camp and the election for the Yr1's EXCOs..
Went CP with Tang & Charis for dinner & stayed @KFC..
Mich and YT came after Mich's had her haircut..

11/05/07 Fri
Is it true tat things lost will surface when u quit finding?

Alright, I've quitted.. Can u come out now?

wahahaha... How I hope it's true...

Nway, I'd a wonderful time with u today..
Delicious pratas found at the weirdest location..
Seeing ur excitement and happiness when u finally
got what u'd been anticipating for so long..
I'm sorry that my mood swing in the later part of d day
sort of affect u, but THANKS for being so patient with me..
~Time spent with u seemed to pass so fast~

2007-05-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

Received a msg frm my ex asking for some stuff back..
Kinda pissed with it..
Comon' it's not lk we juz broke up..
The break-up was almost half a yr ago..
Why only NOW then wanna take ur stuff back?
R these things so impt to u?
If so, what took u so long?
When u can juz stop contacting me juz like dat
for dat past few mths, after almost 2 yrs of r/s?
Whatever.. juz take them back..
Juz unhappy that I was given such a short notice..
Nway, looking on the brighter side..
Once these things r not part of my posession,
it symbolise a clearer line drawn..
And dat's good news too.. Isn't it? ;-p

2007-05-05T22:20:00.001+08:00

Quick.. Congrats me, everyone..
I actually achieved 2 unbelievable goals today..
1) I STUDIED!!
2) I went JOGGING!!
lolx.. ok, sounds lame..
But for pple who really know me,
these are ACHIEVEMENTS..
Coz I'm someone who do not study tru out my sch life..
And I've nt jog ever since I grad frm JC.. lolx..
What a slack life I had...

2007-04-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

27/04/07 Fri
Went for the finals today, then the prize presentation..
And then it's photo-taking time~!!!

Congratulation to both the boys & gals teams..
For your achievements in the Nationals Championships..
I'm so proud of all of u!!!

Went for dinner wif yuanling & fren..
Then went for class and TCSS session aft tat..

28/04/07 Sat
Went for College 30th Anni, then catch the movie "Fracture"..
Nice show, many psychological aspects for me to ponder..
I love thrillers like this.. hehe..

29/04/07 Sun

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

2007-04-26T02:40:00.000+08:00

25/04/07 Wed
I am so proud of myself..
I managed to hand in my assignment on time today!!
Discussed & analysed 2 counselling methods in one day..
2000+ words essay.. all in a day..
And to add more challenge to all these, I actually had
stomachache since 1am~!! Went toilet like 6 times?!!

Oh gosh.. it's a miracle I can still complete it on time!!

Nway, went for class after I finally get d printer wrking..
Joined my classmates in d casual talk wif L,
a lecturer for prev mod, during our break time..
And while my classmates were busy trying to get
some news on d results, I juz stood there & listened..
Then L turned & told me that he really liked my prev asg..
The video I took for d counselling session was v gd..
And he felt that I have the potential to practice SFBT..
So happy that my lecturer praised me lah..
Esp when dat asg was oso kinda last min?!! opps.. =x

Ok,I'm really going to try not to do my wrk too last min..
(I noe it's lk the 1 000 001 th times I said tat..)
Hey, but actually, there was an improvement le..
I'm serious, the situation was beta by abit le..
I'm still working towards it, ok?
Give me some time ba.. lolx..

And people, guess what??
After not slping for more than 36 hrs, I'm still here online!
I din wan it one la.. I tried to slp le..
But I couldn't.. So here I am blogging.. lolx..
No.. Dun start scolding me.. I.. I'm going to zZz soon le..
wahahahahaha...........................................................
Ok.. going to.. going to.. aft this game & this song & ... =p

2007-04-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

Why?
Why did we quarrel?
Why did we even quarrel?
Over such trival & unimportant things?
What is it that I am trying to prove?

Now it had become like this..
All the negative emotions juz rushed out..

Can't u all take turn?

Can't u all just fucking take turn?

Now u r making me so confused..
For the 1st time, I am confused..
I felt that I was pushed aside..
Left alone..
Now I am ANGRY..
GOD DAMN ANGRY..
ANGRY WITH EVERYTHING..
Now I am disappointed..
So so so disappointed..
Now I am hungry..
Mb dat's why all the emo came out..
But I have no mood to eat..
I can't eat when I am feeling all these..
I felt stupid..
To believe that u wun do this to me..
BUT U PROVED ME WRONG..
u did it..

DAMN IT..
WHY DO I HAVE TO FACE ALL THESE ALONE??

Ya.. leave me alone.. Just leave me alone..
U already did it so well...
I am impressed..
Totally impressed..
FUCK it.. ArrrrrggHhhhhhhh.........

2007-04-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

Yes~!!! The gals team secured the third plc
by winning our opponents 3-0 today~!!!
I am so so so glad esp when some of the players
came & tell me how MST & all the small little
things I'd taught them had helped them in their
journey towards their goals..

I AM JUST SO PROUD OF U GALS~!!!

Ok.. i m tired.. gd nite, everyone..

2007-04-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

Super heartbreaking~!!
I actually threw my shoes' bag on the ground,
forgetting that my HP was inside..
And the result: A visible, long & wide crack
appearing on the LCD mirror screen now..
And each time I saw that crack, my heart hurts..
*s0b s0b s0b *

Sianz.. Mb it's a sign that I really need to change
my HP.. Or mb it's telling me someone will be
giving me a HP soon? lolx.. I really hope so..
wahaha... Come on,make my dream come true ba!!

Nway, I ate home-made spagetti for dinner..
Ate so much tat until now, I'm still feeling so full..
Dun think I can slp so soon.. coz it tk time to digest..
So here I am, blogging down my sad story.. =(

Someone, pls make my dream come true ba~!!

2007-04-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

What a day~!!
Was waiting for the bus to go watch a toutnament,
and it started pouring heavily~!!
Nway,I nid to top up my EZ, so took bus till PW there,
did the top up & walked ard, coz still early & was kinda hoping the rain will stop or become smaller after a while..
BUT IT DIN~ In fact, it became heavier...
So no choice, we have to walk in the rain sharing
an umbrella that was of little help to shield the bottom half of our bodies & also our belongings...
Finally reached, cld feel the water seeping out frm
the inner soles to my feet.. It was as if we juz took a shower..
And so funny, all of us simply juz took off our shoes & walked ard as if that was our hse.. lolx.. Pity the rest who have to endure/enjoy our "fragrance".. wahaha... =p

Nway, the match was ok.. The results were not exactly a delight to us, but well, we have been tru even more difficult situations.. So this disappointment can definitly be dealt wif..

Went CP to eat wif Tang, Mich & Martin, den hm we went..
I was kinda pissed by someone after I came home..
The incident made me think: Why can't pple have the basic courtesy to do the right things at the right time?

Conclusion: There are juz too many RUDE pple out there..
And I was pretty upset definitely not because I still love u (u wait long long oso wun ever happen), but because I treated u as a fren whom I treasured, yet u gave me a whole load of SHIT~!! And the worst thing is, u still insisted that
NOTHING WAS WRONG~!!
That's wat really PISSED me..
Argh.. A total WASTE of my time on u!!
And I'll learnt frm my mistakes,
dat's y u r OUT of my life for good..
Enough of ur nonsense in my life..

Total crap & still living in denial..

Hands off coz it's not worth it to get upset over u..
Not worth to even keep u as a fren.. coz u simply dun get it..
I dislike pple who dun even know what MUTUAL RESPECT
and RESPONSIBILITY are & still think they r v smart!
AND U DEFINITE FIT INTO THAT CATEGORY!!!
So good bye & good ridden.. YES~!!!

2007-04-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

I AM EXTREMELY DELIGHTED TODAY~!!!

Super high~!!! Coz both d boys & gals made it..
They won today's match & gals CONFIRMED in top 4 le!

Super happy & proud of them...
Nway, took a lift in Eunice's car as it was raining heavily..
Went for dinner with R, L & S, then attended class..

Reached home.. AND as usual, some b*st*rd choose
the exact time I reached hm to suddenly decided that its time to do the SNATCH-THE-BATHROOM stunt... Then came online only to realise that my MSN was gone..
+$*&%#@(#^*!@
Argh... duno WHO deleted or moved it, but aft a search, I still cant find it, so went to re-install it..
Done, but cant log in due to error 80072efd!!!
WTH is that???

NVM~!! I am not going to let this spolit my beautiful mood.. So I will find a way to solve this soon...
In the meantime, it's time for my BEAUTY SLP again... I can see the dark circle expanding its territory on my face~!!
GET LOST... I dun nid tat now.. or ever.. lolx..
Ok, enough crapping.. SLP SLP SLP~!!!
Gd nite, everyone... Sweet dreams...

2007-04-09T08:55:00.000+08:00

Sorry pple.. Have been real busy for the past wk..
So pls accept this long post of what happened for the wk..

02/04/07 Mon
STOP ignoring me~!!!

I NEED LOTSA ATTENTION~!!!

Wahahahaha......

03/04/07 Tues
Tournament today..
Gals team alr made it to top 6, but the match today will determine if the boys can make it too..
Nway, something funny happened..
Instead of the big coach we had the last match, awaiting for us at the pouch was a white mini-bus..
Yes, nice to see, but we cant possibily all squeeze in on dat! So the players had to squeeze like 3pple to a two-seaters.. & the coach, me & two others get to take Eunice's car there!! & we were like racing with the coach to see who'll reach 1st..
And of coz, we won.. lolx..

Nway, both the teams won against our opponents today.. COOL~!!! Victory once again~!!!

Dinner at the famous but super duper EXPENSIVE nasi lemak outlet outside the sch.. The otah and chix wing so delicious..

OMG~!!! WHERE'S THE DIET THAT I'V BEEN TALKING ABT??

04/04/07 Wed
Breakfast-ed with parents, then went for my haircut appt..

Hairstylist: What u wanna cut today?
Me: Erm.. I wan it layered, pls keep my 2 precious "tails"..
Hairstylist: Ok, the side leh?
Me: Juz trim it lor.. Not too short hor..
Hairstylist: Ok, the front leh?
Me: The length looked ok, dun touch..
Hairstylist: The top leh?
Me: Cut LAH.. what else?
Hairstylist: u wan it spiked?
Me: YES! but dun cut too short..

Asked so many ques...
AND then after she cut the top, she kept asking,

"it's too long, isn't it?"

Me: erm.. ok lah..
Hairstylist: I think it's too long..
Me: Really ar?
Hairstylist: Ya, like tat ar, v fast cannot 'stand' le..
Me: Orh...
Hairstylist: Cut shorter, k?
Me: Erm.. Ok, abit shorter then..

And suddenly my hair looked so much lesser & thinner!!
Alrite, shall not complain, coz I still looked GOOD..
AND that's the most impt thing.. lolx.. So dun care..
Juz have to remind myself not to be persuade
by her to "cut shorter" next time...

Went for training, played with YZ..
Observed Mich paired with diff pple, think she & YT
still have more "mo qi"..

Went for class aft tat, so tiring pls..
And dat new lecturer is like dAmN b0RiNg~!!
Trying so hard to crack jokes that doesn't even sound rite..
Hao lian-ing her past profession and blah blah blah..
Worst thing is - she threw a ques to the floor,
but dun even let us speak..

Classmate 1: How do you -blah blah blah-?
Boring a**: Ok, i wld lk to throw J's ques to all of u..
(Bet she duno how to ans..)
Class: -looked ard-
Me: I think -blah blah blah- (said some theories)
Boring a**: (cutting in) but it's not like dat..
It sld be -blah blah blah-
Classmate 2: But then.. -blah blah-
Boring a**: (cutting in again) it sld be -blah blah blah-
I rmb when I was a psychologist last time, I -blah blah-
(Addressing J)I'm sure u can manage it v well, rite? -wink-
(OMG~!! -pukes- She's trying real hard to joke..
But NOT funny at all lor~!!!)

Oh ya.. another thing that p*ssed me..
The last dialogue session, d sch proudly announced
that they r changing a new system whereby we can
request to extend the assignment due date up to a mth as long as the whole class agree..
The new system is suppose to help us etc etc etc...
But the bl*ody sch was out to cheat us coz they inf the lecturers not to grant the extension for more than 2 wks..

What big HYPOCRITES they are, man..

Nway, class finally ended..
Datelines were like pushed back by 9 days?
(As if it's such a big help.. Total crap~!!)
Went another classroom to find C (my former lecturer), who inf me that my last module was 1 mark away from distinction!! But he said, "The 1 mark I can give u, but d sch'll still moderate and then they still wun give u a D.. So no pt.."
Damn it.. There goes my DISTINCTION~!!!
COME BACK HERE... I MISS U LAH... lolx...
Went for TCSS session with C & some classmates..

I really need to do more for my future..
Can't depend on this sch to bring me far, man..

05/04/07 Thurs
Tournament again.. Both team confirm in top 6 le..
Today's match was against 2 top schools..
To fight for the 1st plc in the small grps..
Our new doubles pairs WON~!!!
Hopes were high,but when our 2nd single lost
by close margin, the team spirit dropped..
Sad.. We almost did it..
But nvm, at least we tried our best, DID WE??
Boys din win too..

Then, our draw was the same as last yr~!!!
Playing against two strong schools again..
And dat lucky sch which happened to have a chapel
within the sch premises got the easy slot again~!!
Mb it's time we really propose to build a chapel,
temple, mosque etc in d sch, man.. lolx..

06/04/07 Fri
Feel so sorry, baby I'm so sorry
I never meant
I never meant to hurt you
无心伤害你应该明白

07/04/07 Sat
Tanny's POOL PARTY today..
So funny, I actually forgot today is a SAT~!!
If not, I wld have drove the car there, man..

Nway, the party was fun, the food was nice..
Esp the chocolate é·clair.. SO SINFULLY yummy~!!!
Gosh~!! DIET DIET DIET...
The word juz slipped out of mind as I ate like
at least 3 servings for each kind of food..
Haha..esp when they were playing water polo in d pool,
I was at the table busy eating.. wahaha...
Ok, diet start on next Mon, ok?
wahahahahaha... I WILL TRY HARDER~!!!

2007-04-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

30/03/07 Fri
Movie: The Number 23

31/03/07 Sat
Training in the morning.
Then went J8 to eat with Mich, Tang & Martin, then went to
Martin's hse to watch TV & slack..

01/04/07 Sun
Went Charis's plc with Tang & Kenneth, was so hungry that
Charis cooked 2 packs of mee goreng for me..
Delicious.. haha.. Thanks for the hospitality..
Went hm ard 8.30pm..

HAPPY APRIL FOOL~!!! lolx..

2007-03-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

26/03/07 Mon
Lotsa things happened today..
1st, we have the "Boys vs Girls"..
Many issues involved seemed to complicate matters..
Emotions were high.. Nevertheless, all went well in the end..
What is impt is that the team unite as one..
Spent a long time, but managed to persuade & convince
Tang to see a doc finally aft she cooled down
coz all of us really care for her..
Acc her to see the doc, den hm to rest..

Stayed up the nite to analyse what the athletes reflected
& prepare some encouraging notes for the gals team..
I really want my teams to perform well in the tournaments..
And I think I've really put in lotsa effort coz this really
means alot to me, I guess..
They are one of the 1st few teams I worked with..
Esp after the camp, I think the gals are really wonderful
and I just wanna do all I can for them to achieve their goals!!
To make them feel good of themselves
& oso to do our sch proud! !

Coz i seriously BELIEVE we CAN
& we WILL make it into TOP 4!!

28/03/07 Wed
1st day of our tournament...
Super long day, but all is worth it coz of three words --
TASTE OF VICTORY~!!
YES~!! Both my boys and gals teams won their
matches against two diff schs..
I am so proud of them.. =)
Frankly speaking, I was so hapi tat it was almost like
I was the one playing the matches.. No jokes.. =P
And it felt so great when I saw them
applied what I taught them..
When they kept shouting "MST, MST" or
"focus" or "steady" to their team mates..
I knew I did it..
MST had alr entered their lives & is helping them..
As a athlete & as a person in general..
Thou there's still much room for improvement
on what I can do, it's alr a great start for me..
At least I know I am on the right track..
Juz have to explore more & improvise..
Ok.. tired.. Need to 'pay back' my loan of 'beauty slp'..
So yeah.. dat's all for today..
Will edit when I have things to add on..

2007-03-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

23-24 March 2007 Fri/Sat
Went shopping in S.T.. then went H.L.M. to shop again..
Went hm, took the car & drove to Mich's plc with Tang
to discuss on the Day Camp.. Drove hm ard 4am, then
continue with the planning till 7.30am..
Went Serangoon with Tang to meet WJ,
her dad drove us to YCK..
Followed the team to AJC for friendly match,
then the team departed for sch..
Conducted the TT Day Camp 2007 with Mich, it was super fun..
So glad to see the team working tgt in all the activities
even though the camp was kinda VERY last minute..
Camp ended & went for dinner tgt b4 going hm..

25 March 2007 Sun
You are so stubborn~!!! *bLeAh*

2007-03-22T00:48:00.000+08:00

20/03/07 Tue
Went D.G. to meet P in the evening..
Think it was more than 3 mths since we last saw each other

face-to-face.. Some things juz dun change, she still wearing

dat pink tank top & red Puma shoes..
But I sort of felt she was so much shorter since I last saw her..

Opps.. Mb I've grew taller.. Oh YES~!!! Lolx..

Went N.A.C. to eat late lunch, chatted

& updated each other lives b4 taking bus to C.T.
Reached UAN, prepared to go for class,

only to be told that THE CLASS WAS CANCELLED~!!!

And as usual, we were not informed again.. Haiz..
Took bus with P, but she alighted at B.J.

coz she was joining her bf & frens for steamboat..
Luckily, A called me to chat for awhile, then Cyn called

to accompany me for the rest of the journey back hm..

Haha.. If not, think my bus ride hm will be damn bored..

Reached hm, dunno why, but super emo for a period of time..
She said she regretted giving up on us

& i could sense the truth behind it..

She was someone whom i gave myself to,

only to be hurt badly in d end..

Why do pple choose to give up & not try harder

only to regret at later part of their lives?
Why do pple claimed that they love u,

but yet hurt u by their decisions?
Could age be the ans to all my questions abv?

I duno, I tot it over & I told her:
I noe we had our hapi times tgt,d ups & downs we went tru &

many things which u missed when d environment or situation

was familiar.. These r memories--all of them were gone--

the day u choose to give up on us..

Wat we had now were wonderful memories tat was frm the past..

Memories I know we'll both keep.. I really wan u 2b hapi..

Wat we went tru can & will nv be replaced

coz they r special in ur heart,as well as mine..

I'll still be here 4u..Believe me..

u said u still kept thinking abt me..

It's normal,i guess..

Coz we were tgt 4 almost 2yrs..

Time will passed & 1 day, u'll see d beauty of our r/s..

I just want you to be happy, and I really meant it..

21/03/07 Wed
Walked out from the mrt station only to realise that

it was pouring, so no choice, did what I can..
Which was to run all the way to Cine in the heavy rain..
Supposed to meet Zhen to catch a movie..
But I missed the showtime for the movie, so sorry..
Nway, we sat at BK to chat..

It was nice chatting, then shopped ard before going Lido..
Thanks for the day, it was great seeing you today..

Went to sch for some dialogue session,

then meet Tang to go home..

~没有人知道将来会发生什么事，

还没到的未来就好比看不到前方的路，

一切还是未知数。。 ~ Wind

2007-03-19T19:30:00.000+08:00

16/03/07 Fri
Fate or exclusive customer service?
Haha.. I duno..
I seemed to be bumping into this saleperson even thou I was shopping at different outlets of the same brand of shop.
Everytime he sees me, he would come over and greet me like we known each other for a long long time.. haha..
To be exact, I think I 1st saw him at the ST outlet where I was shopping crazily last year, fully utilising the sales they had then.. He din really talked to me then coz think I was served mostly by his colleagues.. Then after a few weeks, I was shopping with a fren in a diff brand shop (a label for guys) in P.S., this guy came up to me and asked if I remembered him..
So i tot for a moment & realised I saw him in ST outlet.. And that was how it started..
Subsequently, I kept seeing him, even when I go to ulu plc like N.S. and eventually HLM today..
Haha.. but well, not complaining coz there's always benefits to gain as he will be reserving my stuff for me coz I was abit short of time to shop..

Rushed off for my musical rehearsal after that..
Bought my dinner/supper before going home..

18/03/07 Sun
Today, one fren asked me why I put
" 两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰?" in my nick..

So I tot for a moment & answered:

我觉得很多人在得到这样的依靠后，
往往会觉得这是理所当然的。。
结果不会去珍惜。。
等到失去后才发现她的好，却已经太迟了。。
而一个懂得爱的人，会在拥有后就把握每一个机会。
去珍惜这难得的拥有。。
不仅仅是在不开心或孤单时才想起她。。
而是把她当成生命中的一部分，
不论悲伤或快乐都能与她分享。。
因为她知道如果不这么做，
这段感情也许就会这样从此消失了。。

Just my random views abt r/s..
Touching? True? Well, maybe.. ;-p

19/03/07 Mon (Today)

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听

雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景
有我爱你

我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你

2007-03-15T23:44:00.000+08:00

Eventful yet kind of disappointing day..
Tang accompained me the whole day..
Went to G.M. Food Centre coz I had a craving for my wanton mee, I was there abt 4 days back with another group of pple, but the stall was closed alr when I reached (coz was in the afternoon), so decided to go there again today coz it was still early in the morn & the stall sld be open under normal circumstance.. BUT... guess today is not NORMAL, coz there was this piece of paper that read: Closed from 13th-21st March..
ArgH~!!! Not fated with my WANTON MEE...

Anyway, I ordered Ipoh hor fun frm another stall, not nice in my opinion.. So yeah.. NOT SATISFIED with my food at all..
Walked past my family dental clinic, suddenly need to use toilet, so pop in & check at the same time if I can get my teeth cleaned w/o an appointment.. The clinic assistance said: "Ok.."
So we waited.. & it was finally my turn.. Kaoz.. like diff dentist from last time, this guy made my gum bleed non-stop sia.. @#$%^&*!@#$%^&*

Erm.. took bus back to Plaza.. Went to buy tibits & drinks, then went some void deck to read papers while Tang studied..

2007-03-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

07/03/07 Wed
Conducted my workshop on "Intro to Positive Self-talk" for a few sport teams.
I was glad that my previous workshops had ganered enough positive feedback that more sport teams are being introduced to joined my talk.
Some new sports included today are the squash team and the soccer team.
Tennis team was interested to join for the 3-4pm session (which unfortunately was cancelled due to some unforeseen circumstances), so I guess they will have to wait for the next workshop.
Overall, I was satisfied with the content and outcome of the whole thing. Thumbs up..
Din really had much appetite to eat, so went back nearby with Tang to buy bread hm to eat.

08/03/07 Thurs
Tang acc me to sch to hand in some things, then went to eat late lunch.
Went BQ for awhile, then walked to the new mall at CQ to explore abit b4 taking bus hm.

11/03/07 Sun
Went Rick's plc to do the recording of my counselling video with Suet.
Went Orchard for dinner, then went for my musical rehearsal.

12/03/07 Mon
So many things happened recently...
Just want u to know that I will be here, no matter what...

以前我看到朋友哭
我很羡慕
可是我怎么逗我自己
怎么逗我自己
我的眼泪都流不出

总觉得能够哭的朋友都很幸福
能够把满腔的无奈满腔的痛苦让泪水带走
最后是泪水啃在心头流不出
就像要爱却不懂怎么去爱
自己哭过后才明白
流过泪的眼睛将生命看得更清楚

只有真正懂得付出的人才懂得何为哭为何哭
再坚强的心偶尔也会脆弱
心会痛心也会感动

只有曾经真心付出的人才懂得何为哭为何哭
泪水要记得为真心保留
眼泪别白白地流

2007-03-03T22:10:00.001+08:00

I had been physically tired these few days, think really not enough slp..
It's so bad that I could fall aslp juz when I wanna call my fren to ask her something.. lolx..
Tang and Charis were studying nearby and wanna dropped by my hse.. I was too tired to go down buy my lunch..
So Tang bought food for me b4 coming up..
My uncle and family brought baby Ariel to my hse in the evening and my dad was happily playing with her again!!
Ahh.. i dun even wanna go out, if not, ltr they may start my most dreadful topic again.. For those who dunno, can refer to my prev posts.. lolx..
Anyway, Tang and Charis went off ard 6pm, din joined them for dinner at CP coz my mum is cooking shark fin's soup for dinner and I wun wanna miss that.. hehe..
Ya, dat's abt my day..

2007-02-27T02:10:00.000+08:00

24/02/07 Sat and 25/02/07 Sun

哦。。第一次我说爱你的时候，
呼吸难过心不停地颤抖。。
哦。。第一次我牵起你的双手，
失去方向不知该往哪儿走。。
那是一起相爱的理由。。那是一起厮守。。

哦。。第一次吻你深深的酒窝，
想要清醒却冲昏了头。。
哦。。第一次你躺在我的胸口，
二十四小时没有分开过。。
那是第一次知道天长地久。。

26/02/07 Mon
Went for training, did the usual observation and played abit today..
Went for dinner with Tang, then took bus home..

2007-02-24T03:10:00.000+08:00

23 Feb 2007 Fri
Went my sch for mid-placement review with Em, the meeting suppose to start at 8pm, but the person b4 me took a much longer time, so I only get started ard 830pm or so.. Din expect to drag so long as I had arranged to meet suet ard 845pm.. No choice, called her to meet later.. Luckily she was still at home.. Haha.. In d end, I only managed to meet her at 915pm.. lolx.. So paisei.. Nway, went to return my lib books 1st, then went CB (no.. I am not trying to be vulgar, it's the initial of a coffee chain ma.. i'm sure u'll noe if u give it some tots.. lolx..) Yeah, sat down & chatted abt our lives.. Then kena chased out coz d outlet was closing, walked to Cine & sat at BK to wait for Tang. Went back HG for supper, then walked home.

2007-02-20T02:37:00.001+08:00

18 Feb 2007 Sun
1st day of CNY!! Day started off in an unexpected manner.. Wanted to get the new bottle of gel from behind my bed, dunno how I managed to almost lose my balance, incurring a small scratch on the top left side of my eye... Oh gosh.. What a great way to start a new yr... lolx.. Mb this was a premonition for me... Coz while I was parking my car at the carpark at my aunt’s plc, my car was scratched slightly.. Call me superstitious or whatever, but two encounters of being “scratched” in a few hours? Isn’t that too much of a coincidence? Anyway, the day continued as usual, luckily there was no more scratches for me.. Reached home, chatted on phone... Then went down to meet Tang for supper coz I was real hungry as usual... Ate Mac, then sat at the playground till 1+ am… Went home, bathed & chatted on phone till 6+ am… zZzz...

19 Feb 2007 Mon
Woke up at 8+... gosh.. I actually slept for less than 2 hrs! Went to bathe & change, told my mum I’m going out, then got a nagging from her coz she said breakfast is ready & I sld eat 1st b4 I go out.. haha.. Ok, so ate chicken rice, then down I went to meet Tang. Went her friend, Charis’s plc, with 2 other of their friends. Played games and slept there, coz really too tired.. lolx.. Then asked dad to come pick me go my uncle’s plc for steamboat dinner.. Finally get to see my cousin’s newborn baby, Ariel… So pretty and innocent.. Slept in my cousin’s room coz so tired.. Woke up and underwent the most stressful situation when my parents who were happily playing with baby Ariel, suddenly kept commenting that I sld give them one baby for them to play with too! Oh gosh... kinda impossible lo... For people who know me, guess u’ll know what I mean... lolx.. So just kept quiet and gave my best signature smile... lolx.. Finally, my dad reluctantly parted with baby Ariel and off home we went... Whew... Stressful sia!!

2007-02-17T17:28:00.001+08:00

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Credits to tangqian coz she helped me to set up this blog.. lolx.. xie xie ni !!

Been really busy for the past few weeks tat I din even make much preparation for CNY.. Only manage to shop for my new pants yest when I went Orchard with Tang, but need to send it for alteration, thus have to make a trip down to collect it today. Spent my whole afternoon cleaning my room… So proud of the end result, coz with less rubbish, my room not only is cleaner, it looks much spacious too... lolx… Went Orchard to collect my pants, then went PSR to wait for dad to pick me up to my aunt’s plc for reunion dinner. After dinner, walked to PSR Park to chat with 2 of my cousins… Then back home to get ready for CNY~!!