20/03/07 Tue
Went D.G. to meet P in the evening..
Think it was more than 3 mths since we last saw each other
face-to-face.. Some things juz dun change, she still wearing
dat pink tank top & red Puma shoes..
But I sort of felt she was so much shorter since I last saw her..
Opps.. Mb I've grew taller.. Oh YES~!!! Lolx..
Went N.A.C. to eat late lunch, chatted
& updated each other lives b4 taking bus to C.T.
Reached UAN, prepared to go for class,
only to be told that THE CLASS WAS CANCELLED~!!!
And as usual, we were not informed again.. Haiz..
Took bus with P, but she alighted at B.J.
coz she was joining her bf & frens for steamboat..
Luckily, A called me to chat for awhile, then Cyn called
to accompany me for the rest of the journey back hm..
Haha.. If not, think my bus ride hm will be damn bored..
Reached hm, dunno why, but super emo for a period of time..
She said she regretted giving up on us
& i could sense the truth behind it..
She was someone whom i gave myself to,
only to be hurt badly in d end..
Why do pple choose to give up & not try harder
only to regret at later part of their lives?
Why do pple claimed that they love u,
but yet hurt u by their decisions?
Could age be the ans to all my questions abv?
I duno, I tot it over & I told her:
I noe we had our hapi times tgt,d ups & downs we went tru &
many things which u missed when d environment or situation
was familiar.. These r memories--all of them were gone--
the day u choose to give up on us..
Wat we had now were wonderful memories tat was frm the past..
Memories I know we'll both keep.. I really wan u 2b hapi..
Wat we went tru can & will nv be replaced
coz they r special in ur heart,as well as mine..
I'll still be here 4u..Believe me..
u said u still kept thinking abt me..
It's normal,i guess..
Coz we were tgt 4 almost 2yrs..
Time will passed & 1 day, u'll see d beauty of our r/s..
I just want you to be happy, and I really meant it..
21/03/07 Wed
Walked out from the mrt station only to realise that
it was pouring, so no choice, did what I can..
Which was to run all the way to Cine in the heavy rain..
Supposed to meet Zhen to catch a movie..
But I missed the showtime for the movie, so sorry..
Nway, we sat at BK to chat..
It was nice chatting, then shopped ard before going Lido..
Thanks for the day, it was great seeing you today..
Went to sch for some dialogue session,
then meet Tang to go home..
~没有人知道将来会发生什么事，
还没到的未来就好比看不到前方的路，
一切还是未知数。。 ~ Wind
