THE HIDDEN CHAMBER & its beauty.

Monday, May 21, 2007

What a BAD day~!!!

My slp was disturbed by a phone call frm a classmate, X..
Ok, I'm not exactly complaining abt this coz X called to arrange for me to get some things frm him..
So was supposed to go Place A to collect from him..

I was initially quite lucky to be able to catch my bus after doing this 100m dash to the bus stop.. BUT... the series of events that happened next were FAR from lucky..

1st, the bus driver alighted at a bus stop for quite some time, dat's when I realised that the driver of a car had honked him many times as her side mirror was scratched by the bus..
Ok, nvm.. I saw another bus behind, so I alighted & boarded it.. Thinking that I can be flexible enough to change my plan & go to the interchange to get some food to munch b4 I go there..

And guess what??
The engine of the 2nd bus stalled
b4 it could even reach the interchange!!
Nway,I alighted after it finally 'crawled" to a bus stop.. Bought 2 bottles of juice frm a supermarket & went to wait for d next bus..

Bus came and I was on my way to Place A when X called and tell me to meet him at Place B instead since he needs to accompany his team for their match there.. I'm alright wif d change since I was not able to reach Place A on the time we agreed on, so I asked for direction to Place B..

Now.. dat's the part that started to piss me..
X could only tell me the building's name..
No address or road name..
No idea what bus services reached there..
Kept telling me to take cab in..

Being someone who is resourceful, I tried my best to get to a point which is nearer to Place B, and coz I really have no idea where it is located even after asking 2 taxi drivers.. I called him up.. He was at Place B le, so he walked out & finally gave me a road name.. And I boarded a cab & luckily d driver was talking happily on d phone till he forgot to start the meter until abt 3 min later..
& there.. I finally reached Place B..

And then.. I can't help but get angry again..
I've told him to put everything in a carrier so that I can juz tk & go.. And he FORGOT..
Nvm... he asked me to use my own SD card,
actually it's fine wif me..
Coz I've expected that & had prepared my own..
BUT...
the ultimate part was the charger..
The plug was not a standard one & he actually think tat I'll carry a multi-plug everywhere juz to use that..
The point is: if he'd told me abt that plug thing, I wld have gladly bring one myself.. But HE DID NOT..
And he ASSUME I'm going to use it at my hse & thus
SHOULD have a multi-plug!!

Damn it.. How am I suppose to use a device that was
not charged at all and with a charger that cant be plug in unless I have an external plug?!!
And I rmb I'd told him that I'm not planning
to use it at my house!!
Another classmate, Y, was there too..
& he came to talked to me..
& then I juz got angrier..
Place B was actually quite assesible with many bus services at the other gate, not d one X asked me to come in from..
And all these trouble could be avoided if only X opened
his mouth to ask Y~!!! WTF~!!!

Rrrr...
Make me really wonder..
where r d common senses of some pple?
Can't they learn how to communicate more effectively
to save me and themselves all these trouble?

Haiz.. I juz felt that I rather X tell me he can't lend the thing to me than to do things half-heartedly & caused me so much resources/time/effort juz to get something tat cant wrk.. sianz..

`wind` posted at 9:25 PM.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

16/05/07 Wed
xiao qi gui & YL came over my place today..
haha..YL took a cab down & was 'over-charged' by $2
coz the driver think he v li hai & noe where's the plc
despite YL telling him that he need to u-turn earlier..
Nway, had fun challenging each other with my puzzle book..
Then have to change & go for class..
Home i went after that..

17/05/07 Thurs
Went to watch Tennis Open today..
Played a bit of tennis wif Mich & Charis..
C was so nervous lor, but no nid scared..
Coz she'd got a LUCKY CHARM from me..
wahaha.. and K is like so pro lor..
Run everywhere to hit d ball like his life depend on it..
lolx.. but overall, well played.. Jia you wor..

18/05/07 Fri
Went town today.. So fun coz we ate so many junk food..
Opps~!!!
Nway,went to Kazz's shop to take a look, den went for class..
Met up wif Kazz again to chat at some void deck/park..
Then home we went, coz she's feeling unwell too..
Pls take care & get well soon..

19/05/07 Sat
College Day~!!
YAY~!! The day that my effort & committment to the college's
TT team is appreciated with an elagant crystal-glass trophy~!!!
Attended the gals' meeting for the planning of TT Open..
Went to watch WJ & Mar play their matches at nite..
Then went for dinner..
Something unexpected happened..

The v min i hear the "cling" sound when the trophy fell to the ground, I was at loss.. my expression changed..
I looked stunned & depressed..
Tears was rushing to get out..
And I was trying so hard to control them..
Emotions ran wild inside me..
Each fighting and justifying their nature & cause..
The perfectionist side of me wanted so much to scream
and cry coz the cracks means it's not perfect anymore..
The rational side of me is telling me to CONTROL, for
the sake of the gals who were sitting across & ard me..
I hav many options then..
I can choose to remain upset..
I can choose to be angry wif other pple..
I can flare up and walk away etc...

But what I eventually did was surprising, even to myself..
Aft abt a min or so of stunned-look, i told myself: since it alr happened and we can't change the fact tat it had happened..
There muz be something positive that I can draw frm it..

Everything happens for a reason..
The cracks happened to let me see that things may not seem perfect, but I can see it as perfect...
YES i was upset that it cracked, but a trophy is juz a trophy..
If this trophy is going to make all of us unhappy,
then it has not served its meaning...
The effort and commitment tat i've put in to achieve this award can never been taken away frm me..
The joy and fun I had when i worked wif the team,
the things I taught them..
the sense of satisfactory when i see them applying what i taught... they are all there..
and they will always will be there..
No one can take them away frm me, unless i allow them to...
So ya, I'm not angry wif u..
Rmb what I told u..
It's only when u r able to laugh at urself
and wat had happen,
then u truly lived and learnt something...
Happiness can only be achieved
when u see the positive side of life..
And once u see it, no1 can take them away frm u..
unless u allow them to..
I laughed.. Have u?

`wind` posted at 10:30 PM.

Saturday, May 12, 2007

07/05/07 Mon
Attended a private movie preview for a French comedy, Priceless.. The show was hilarious, man.. Two thumbs up..
Can't stop laughing throughout the entire 2 hrs..
Speaking of which, the feeling of exclusiveness was so strong when u get to enjoy a movie,
w/o any commercials,
3 days before its actual screening,
in the comfort of a small private theatre,
with big comfortable leather seats,
which holds less than 50 pple..
Haha.. I am just so privileged.. =p
Met up with Kazz at Mac for some late night chatting aft that..
Home to zZzz at 1+ or was it 2?? lolx..
Nway, slept soundly, so nth else matters... ;-)

10/05/07 Thurs
Joined the gals for some cheering session,
brought back memories of my camp intructor days..
The campers, the intructors, the teachers, the cheers,
the campfire, the performances, the activities & games..
Oh man, those were the days... I MISSED THEM..
Nway, had a meeting for discussion of the proposal
for a camp and the election for the Yr1's EXCOs..
Went CP with Tang & Charis for dinner & stayed @KFC..
Mich and YT came after Mich's had her haircut..

11/05/07 Fri
Is it true tat things lost will surface when u quit finding?

Alright, I've quitted.. Can u come out now?

wahahaha... How I hope it's true...

Nway, I'd a wonderful time with u today..
Delicious pratas found at the weirdest location..
Seeing ur excitement and happiness when u finally
got what u'd been anticipating for so long..
I'm sorry that my mood swing in the later part of d day
sort of affect u, but THANKS for being so patient with me..
~Time spent with u seemed to pass so fast~

`wind` posted at 7:35 PM.

Sunday, May 6, 2007

Received a msg frm my ex asking for some stuff back..
Kinda pissed with it..
Comon' it's not lk we juz broke up..
The break-up was almost half a yr ago..
Why only NOW then wanna take ur stuff back?
R these things so impt to u?
If so, what took u so long?
When u can juz stop contacting me juz like dat
for dat past few mths, after almost 2 yrs of r/s?
Whatever.. juz take them back..
Juz unhappy that I was given such a short notice..
Nway, looking on the brighter side..
Once these things r not part of my posession,
it symbolise a clearer line drawn..
And dat's good news too.. Isn't it? ;-p

`wind` posted at 11:20 PM.

Saturday, May 5, 2007

Quick.. Congrats me, everyone..
I actually achieved 2 unbelievable goals today..
1) I STUDIED!!
2) I went JOGGING!!
lolx.. ok, sounds lame..
But for pple who really know me,
these are ACHIEVEMENTS..
Coz I'm someone who do not study tru out my sch life..
And I've nt jog ever since I grad frm JC.. lolx..
What a slack life I had...

`wind` posted at 10:20 PM.