THE HIDDEN CHAMBER & its beauty.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

27/04/07 Fri
Went for the finals today, then the prize presentation..
And then it's photo-taking time~!!!

Congratulation to both the boys & gals teams..
For your achievements in the Nationals Championships..
I'm so proud of all of u!!!

Went for dinner wif yuanling & fren..
Then went for class and TCSS session aft tat..

28/04/07 Sat
Went for College 30th Anni, then catch the movie "Fracture"..
Nice show, many psychological aspects for me to ponder..
I love thrillers like this.. hehe..

29/04/07 Sun

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

`wind` posted at 10:25 PM.

Thursday, April 26, 2007

25/04/07 Wed
I am so proud of myself..
I managed to hand in my assignment on time today!!
Discussed & analysed 2 counselling methods in one day..
2000+ words essay.. all in a day..
And to add more challenge to all these, I actually had
stomachache since 1am~!! Went toilet like 6 times?!!

Oh gosh.. it's a miracle I can still complete it on time!!

Nway, went for class after I finally get d printer wrking..
Joined my classmates in d casual talk wif L,
a lecturer for prev mod, during our break time..
And while my classmates were busy trying to get
some news on d results, I juz stood there & listened..
Then L turned & told me that he really liked my prev asg..
The video I took for d counselling session was v gd..
And he felt that I have the potential to practice SFBT..
So happy that my lecturer praised me lah..
Esp when dat asg was oso kinda last min?!! opps.. =x

Ok,I'm really going to try not to do my wrk too last min..
(I noe it's lk the 1 000 001 th times I said tat..)
Hey, but actually, there was an improvement le..
I'm serious, the situation was beta by abit le..
I'm still working towards it, ok?
Give me some time ba.. lolx..

And people, guess what??
After not slping for more than 36 hrs, I'm still here online!
I din wan it one la.. I tried to slp le..
But I couldn't.. So here I am blogging.. lolx..
No.. Dun start scolding me.. I.. I'm going to zZz soon le..
wahahahahaha...........................................................
Ok.. going to.. going to.. aft this game & this song & ... =p

`wind` posted at 2:40 AM.

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Why?
Why did we quarrel?
Why did we even quarrel?
Over such trival & unimportant things?
What is it that I am trying to prove?

Now it had become like this..
All the negative emotions juz rushed out..

Can't u all take turn?

Can't u all just fucking take turn?

Now u r making me so confused..
For the 1st time, I am confused..
I felt that I was pushed aside..
Left alone..
Now I am ANGRY..
GOD DAMN ANGRY..
ANGRY WITH EVERYTHING..
Now I am disappointed..
So so so disappointed..
Now I am hungry..
Mb dat's why all the emo came out..
But I have no mood to eat..
I can't eat when I am feeling all these..
I felt stupid..
To believe that u wun do this to me..
BUT U PROVED ME WRONG..
u did it..

DAMN IT..
WHY DO I HAVE TO FACE ALL THESE ALONE??

Ya.. leave me alone.. Just leave me alone..
U already did it so well...
I am impressed..
Totally impressed..
FUCK it.. ArrrrrggHhhhhhhh.........

`wind` posted at 6:55 PM.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Yes~!!! The gals team secured the third plc
by winning our opponents 3-0 today~!!!
I am so so so glad esp when some of the players
came & tell me how MST & all the small little
things I'd taught them had helped them in their
journey towards their goals..

I AM JUST SO PROUD OF U GALS~!!!

Ok.. i m tired.. gd nite, everyone..

`wind` posted at 11:10 PM.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Super heartbreaking~!!
I actually threw my shoes' bag on the ground,
forgetting that my HP was inside..
And the result: A visible, long & wide crack
appearing on the LCD mirror screen now..
And each time I saw that crack, my heart hurts..
*s0b s0b s0b *

Sianz.. Mb it's a sign that I really need to change
my HP.. Or mb it's telling me someone will be
giving me a HP soon? lolx.. I really hope so..
wahaha... Come on,make my dream come true ba!!

Nway, I ate home-made spagetti for dinner..
Ate so much tat until now, I'm still feeling so full..
Dun think I can slp so soon.. coz it tk time to digest..
So here I am, blogging down my sad story.. =(

Someone, pls make my dream come true ba~!!

`wind` posted at 10:45 PM.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

What a day~!!
Was waiting for the bus to go watch a toutnament,
and it started pouring heavily~!!
Nway,I nid to top up my EZ, so took bus till PW there,
did the top up & walked ard, coz still early & was kinda hoping the rain will stop or become smaller after a while..
BUT IT DIN~ In fact, it became heavier...
So no choice, we have to walk in the rain sharing
an umbrella that was of little help to shield the bottom half of our bodies & also our belongings...
Finally reached, cld feel the water seeping out frm
the inner soles to my feet.. It was as if we juz took a shower..
And so funny, all of us simply juz took off our shoes & walked ard as if that was our hse.. lolx.. Pity the rest who have to endure/enjoy our "fragrance".. wahaha... =p

Nway, the match was ok.. The results were not exactly a delight to us, but well, we have been tru even more difficult situations.. So this disappointment can definitly be dealt wif..

Went CP to eat wif Tang, Mich & Martin, den hm we went..
I was kinda pissed by someone after I came home..
The incident made me think: Why can't pple have the basic courtesy to do the right things at the right time?

Conclusion: There are juz too many RUDE pple out there..
And I was pretty upset definitely not because I still love u (u wait long long oso wun ever happen), but because I treated u as a fren whom I treasured, yet u gave me a whole load of SHIT~!! And the worst thing is, u still insisted that
NOTHING WAS WRONG~!!
That's wat really PISSED me..
Argh.. A total WASTE of my time on u!!
And I'll learnt frm my mistakes,
dat's y u r OUT of my life for good..
Enough of ur nonsense in my life..

Total crap & still living in denial..

Hands off coz it's not worth it to get upset over u..
Not worth to even keep u as a fren.. coz u simply dun get it..
I dislike pple who dun even know what MUTUAL RESPECT
and RESPONSIBILITY are & still think they r v smart!
AND U DEFINITE FIT INTO THAT CATEGORY!!!
So good bye & good ridden.. YES~!!!

`wind` posted at 10:40 PM.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I AM EXTREMELY DELIGHTED TODAY~!!!

Super high~!!! Coz both d boys & gals made it..
They won today's match & gals CONFIRMED in top 4 le!

Super happy & proud of them...
Nway, took a lift in Eunice's car as it was raining heavily..
Went for dinner with R, L & S, then attended class..

Reached home.. AND as usual, some b*st*rd choose
the exact time I reached hm to suddenly decided that its time to do the SNATCH-THE-BATHROOM stunt... Then came online only to realise that my MSN was gone..
+$*&%#@(#^*!@
Argh... duno WHO deleted or moved it, but aft a search, I still cant find it, so went to re-install it..
Done, but cant log in due to error 80072efd!!!
WTH is that???

NVM~!! I am not going to let this spolit my beautiful mood.. So I will find a way to solve this soon...
In the meantime, it's time for my BEAUTY SLP again... I can see the dark circle expanding its territory on my face~!!
GET LOST... I dun nid tat now.. or ever.. lolx..
Ok, enough crapping.. SLP SLP SLP~!!!
Gd nite, everyone... Sweet dreams...

`wind` posted at 11:45 PM.

Monday, April 9, 2007

Sorry pple.. Have been real busy for the past wk..
So pls accept this long post of what happened for the wk..

02/04/07 Mon
STOP ignoring me~!!!

I NEED LOTSA ATTENTION~!!!

Wahahahaha......

03/04/07 Tues
Tournament today..
Gals team alr made it to top 6, but the match today will determine if the boys can make it too..
Nway, something funny happened..
Instead of the big coach we had the last match, awaiting for us at the pouch was a white mini-bus..
Yes, nice to see, but we cant possibily all squeeze in on dat! So the players had to squeeze like 3pple to a two-seaters.. & the coach, me & two others get to take Eunice's car there!! & we were like racing with the coach to see who'll reach 1st..
And of coz, we won.. lolx..

Nway, both the teams won against our opponents today.. COOL~!!! Victory once again~!!!

Dinner at the famous but super duper EXPENSIVE nasi lemak outlet outside the sch.. The otah and chix wing so delicious..

OMG~!!! WHERE'S THE DIET THAT I'V BEEN TALKING ABT??

04/04/07 Wed
Breakfast-ed with parents, then went for my haircut appt..

Hairstylist: What u wanna cut today?
Me: Erm.. I wan it layered, pls keep my 2 precious "tails"..
Hairstylist: Ok, the side leh?
Me: Juz trim it lor.. Not too short hor..
Hairstylist: Ok, the front leh?
Me: The length looked ok, dun touch..
Hairstylist: The top leh?
Me: Cut LAH.. what else?
Hairstylist: u wan it spiked?
Me: YES! but dun cut too short..

Asked so many ques...
AND then after she cut the top, she kept asking,

"it's too long, isn't it?"

Me: erm.. ok lah..
Hairstylist: I think it's too long..
Me: Really ar?
Hairstylist: Ya, like tat ar, v fast cannot 'stand' le..
Me: Orh...
Hairstylist: Cut shorter, k?
Me: Erm.. Ok, abit shorter then..

And suddenly my hair looked so much lesser & thinner!!
Alrite, shall not complain, coz I still looked GOOD..
AND that's the most impt thing.. lolx.. So dun care..
Juz have to remind myself not to be persuade
by her to "cut shorter" next time...

Went for training, played with YZ..
Observed Mich paired with diff pple, think she & YT
still have more "mo qi"..

Went for class aft tat, so tiring pls..
And dat new lecturer is like dAmN b0RiNg~!!
Trying so hard to crack jokes that doesn't even sound rite..
Hao lian-ing her past profession and blah blah blah..
Worst thing is - she threw a ques to the floor,
but dun even let us speak..

Classmate 1: How do you -blah blah blah-?
Boring a**: Ok, i wld lk to throw J's ques to all of u..
(Bet she duno how to ans..)
Class: -looked ard-
Me: I think -blah blah blah- (said some theories)
Boring a**: (cutting in) but it's not like dat..
It sld be -blah blah blah-
Classmate 2: But then.. -blah blah-
Boring a**: (cutting in again) it sld be -blah blah blah-
I rmb when I was a psychologist last time, I -blah blah-
(Addressing J)I'm sure u can manage it v well, rite? -wink-
(OMG~!! -pukes- She's trying real hard to joke..
But NOT funny at all lor~!!!)

Oh ya.. another thing that p*ssed me..
The last dialogue session, d sch proudly announced
that they r changing a new system whereby we can
request to extend the assignment due date up to a mth as long as the whole class agree..
The new system is suppose to help us etc etc etc...
But the bl*ody sch was out to cheat us coz they inf the lecturers not to grant the extension for more than 2 wks..

What big HYPOCRITES they are, man..

Nway, class finally ended..
Datelines were like pushed back by 9 days?
(As if it's such a big help.. Total crap~!!)
Went another classroom to find C (my former lecturer), who inf me that my last module was 1 mark away from distinction!! But he said, "The 1 mark I can give u, but d sch'll still moderate and then they still wun give u a D.. So no pt.."
Damn it.. There goes my DISTINCTION~!!!
COME BACK HERE... I MISS U LAH... lolx...
Went for TCSS session with C & some classmates..

I really need to do more for my future..
Can't depend on this sch to bring me far, man..

05/04/07 Thurs
Tournament again.. Both team confirm in top 6 le..
Today's match was against 2 top schools..
To fight for the 1st plc in the small grps..
Our new doubles pairs WON~!!!
Hopes were high,but when our 2nd single lost
by close margin, the team spirit dropped..
Sad.. We almost did it..
But nvm, at least we tried our best, DID WE??
Boys din win too..

Then, our draw was the same as last yr~!!!
Playing against two strong schools again..
And dat lucky sch which happened to have a chapel
within the sch premises got the easy slot again~!!
Mb it's time we really propose to build a chapel,
temple, mosque etc in d sch, man.. lolx..

06/04/07 Fri
Feel so sorry, baby I'm so sorry
I never meant
I never meant to hurt you
无心伤害你应该明白

07/04/07 Sat
Tanny's POOL PARTY today..
So funny, I actually forgot today is a SAT~!!
If not, I wld have drove the car there, man..

Nway, the party was fun, the food was nice..
Esp the chocolate é·clair.. SO SINFULLY yummy~!!!
Gosh~!! DIET DIET DIET...
The word juz slipped out of mind as I ate like
at least 3 servings for each kind of food..
Haha..esp when they were playing water polo in d pool,
I was at the table busy eating.. wahaha...
Ok, diet start on next Mon, ok?
wahahahahaha... I WILL TRY HARDER~!!!

`wind` posted at 8:55 AM.

Sunday, April 1, 2007

30/03/07 Fri
Movie: The Number 23

31/03/07 Sat
Training in the morning.
Then went J8 to eat with Mich, Tang & Martin, then went to
Martin's hse to watch TV & slack..

01/04/07 Sun
Went Charis's plc with Tang & Kenneth, was so hungry that
Charis cooked 2 packs of mee goreng for me..
Delicious.. haha.. Thanks for the hospitality..
Went hm ard 8.30pm..

HAPPY APRIL FOOL~!!! lolx..

`wind` posted at 10:57 PM.