16/05/07 Wedxiao qi gui & YL came over my place today..
haha..YL took a cab down & was 'over-charged' by $2
coz the driver think he v li hai & noe where's the plc
despite YL telling him that he need to u-turn earlier..
Nway, had fun challenging each other with my puzzle book..
Then have to change & go for class..
Home i went after that..
17/05/07 ThursWent to watch
Tennis Open today..
Played a bit of tennis wif Mich & Charis..
C was so nervous lor, but no nid scared..
Coz she'd got a LUCKY CHARM from me..
wahaha.. and K is like so pro lor..
Run everywhere to hit d ball like his life depend on it..
lolx.. but overall, well played.. Jia you wor..
18/05/07 FriWent town today.. So fun coz we ate so many junk food..
Opps~!!!
Nway,went to Kazz's shop to take a look, den went for class..
Met up wif Kazz again to chat at some void deck/park..
Then home we went, coz she's feeling unwell too..
Pls take care & get well soon..
19/05/07 SatCollege Day~!! YAY~!! The day that my effort & committment to the college's
TT team is appreciated with an elagant crystal-glass trophy~!!!
Attended the gals' meeting for the planning of TT Open..
Went to watch WJ & Mar play their matches at nite..
Then went for dinner..
Something unexpected happened..
The v min i hear the "cling" sound when the trophy fell to the ground, I was at loss.. my expression changed..
I looked stunned & depressed..
Tears was rushing to get out..
And I was trying so hard to control them..
Emotions ran wild inside me.. Each fighting and justifying their nature & cause..
The perfectionist side of me wanted so much to scream
and cry coz the cracks means it's not perfect anymore..
The rational side of me is telling me to CONTROL, for
the sake of the gals who were sitting across & ard me..
I hav many options then..
I can choose to remain upset..
I can choose to be angry wif other pple..
I can flare up and walk away etc...
But what I eventually did was surprising, even to myself..
Aft abt a min or so of stunned-look, i told myself: since it alr happened and we can't change the fact tat it had happened..
There muz be something positive that I can draw frm it..
Everything happens for a reason..
The cracks happened to let me see that things may not seem perfect, but I can see it as perfect...
YES i was upset that it cracked, but a trophy is juz a trophy..
If this trophy is going to make all of us unhappy,
then it has not served its meaning...
The effort and commitment tat i've put in to achieve this award can never been taken away frm me..
The joy and fun I had when i worked wif the team,
the things I taught them..
the sense of satisfactory when i see them applying what i taught... they are all there..
and they will always will be there..
No one can take them away frm me, unless i allow them to...
So ya, I'm not angry wif u.. Rmb what I told u..
It's only when u r able to laugh at urself and wat had happen,
then u truly lived and learnt something...
Happiness can only be achieved when u see the positive side of life..
And once u see it, no1 can take them away frm u.. unless u allow them to..
I laughed.. Have u?
