21 July 2007 Sat Was feeling v down due to some reasons..
Really thankful to all my frens who had been there for me.. Be it physically accompanying me, tru MSN, occasional phone calls and sms.. Ur care & concern had been felt & greatly appreciated.. THANK YOU!!
Nway,went AMK Hub wif T today.. Wat else can I say except for:
I AM REALLY GLAD THAT U R HERE FOR ME ALL THE WAY.. Talked abit on my past r/s.. Guess I was still pretty affected by them esp 1 particular long r/s which got me so hurt tat I think I may have repress d feelings even till today.. But aft d talk, I was feeling slightly beta.. At least, I was being honest to myself & it sort of explained certain behaviours too.. Not going to elaborate here, but ya.. Thanks,my fren.. =)
22 July 2007 Sun RETAIL THERAPY~!!! Went shopping wif T & Charis @ Bugis.. Then C went off to meet her bf at 5+, so left T & me.. Wanted to buy a watch, but kind of diff to find one tat I really like or suits me, so went to eat my fave b.hoon & chix wing instead.. After tat, went M.S. coz need to hlp her sis get a bag frm d Australian Fair coz today is d last day! But b4 dat, we went to my fave outlet & I finally got myself something.. hehe..
~~Was kinda surprised to receive a call frm u at nite.. But I was really glad tat we had dat talk.. I felt much much beta after dat.. Tears which had been dropping randomly at weird hours stopped flowing after dat talk & I knew frm dat moment on, I've moved on.. It will lead us nowhere if we continue pointing fingers at each other.. Perhaps we r nt suitable (lk wat u said), perhaps we din try hard enough (wat i think).. But all I can say is: THANK YOU.. For all d wonderful memories u've given me in this short period of time.. For giving me d opportunity to learn more abt myself & other valuable lessons coz I believe dat there's always something positive to bring back in any event, be it gd or bad.. & I wish u all d best in ur future endeavor.. =) ~~ 24 July 2007 Tues Went town to meet 2 frens - old frens which can be counted by yrs ever since my 1st serious r/s.. Got to noe them tru my 1st ex.. Then life moves on so fast tat counting back, it was almost 6 or 7 yrs.. & it's really great to be sitting down & talking abt our lives aft so long.. Nway,I guess this is one of d gd thing which turn out as a result of my recent break-up.. I learnt to appreciate my frens beta..
Nway, today, a fren juz came back frm KL.. I am so happy.. Thanks for being there for me when I was down.. It was really heart-warming to receive all d sms-es frm u even thou u were on a vacation.. It's nice to know someone care so much for me.. =)